next year
will you be here?
to share my tears?
to fear my fears?
am I just worrying
of the future?
will our friendship last?
like it did in the past?
am I just crazy?
will I have any friends?
to laugh by my side
while you jump off the slide?
like we did last time?
nobody knows
the pain I am in
hiding these things
like they are a sin?
will I ever win?
