Sam x Reader

Angry

Genre: sad, fluff

Imagine: sam saying how he's angry all the time in mental hospital episode and you comfort him 

You and Dean get to the lockdown room of the mental hospital at the same time, both of you very incoherent, and going insane. Dean busts the door down to find Sam strapped down with the nurse about to stick him. Dean goes after her since he has the silver knife, you try to go to Sam to unstrap him but end up falling because you're seeing triple. Dean is able to kill the nurse as you get back to your feet, you untie Sams hands right as the alarm of the hospital goes off. You and Dean unstrap him fast and all three of you run out quickly, making it to where y'all left the impala.

"I can't believe I went through with that stupid ass plan." You say, very out of breath from having to run so long. You look at Sam and see he doesn't look ok. "Sam you good?"

"Sammy. You alright man?"

"That lady.. She was right."

"What are you talking about? No she wasn't. She was a fucking psycho." Dean says

"Most of the time I can hide it. But, I am angry. I'm mad at everything, I used to be mad at you and dad, then- then Lilith, now it's Lucifer, a-and I make excuses. I blame Ruby, or the demon blood, but it's not their fault, it's not them. It's me. It's inside me. I am mad all the time.. And I don't know why."

"Ok, stop. Stop it. So what if you are? What are you gonna do take a leave of absence?-"

"I am really goddamn sorry guys but we should leave incase they find us."

A moment later Sam responds.

"Yea, yea we should. Sorry."

You hop in the back, leaving Dean driving and Sam in the passenger seat you guys make your way to a motel. You find one and y'all share a room, Sam and Dean getting the beds, leaving you on the couch. You go to the restroom to change clothes first then Dean, When Dean goes in there you realize you have a moment with Sam by y'all's self. 

"I know how you feel Sam. I'm sorry."

"Sorry y/n but you don't."

"Ok then. Never mind for trying to make you feel better."

"I'm sorry, I just. I'm tired. I'm irritated. I just, I don't even know what I want right now."

"Come here." You say walking towards him. He faces you and you pull him in for a hug. You interlock your fingers behind him and just let yourself lay your head on his chest.

"Thank you y/n"

"Mhm... You want some advice? Use your anger against whatever we hunt. Let it all out on that. It doesn't get rid of all of it but I promise it helps."

"Good thinking."

"I know. I'm amazing." You both chuckle a little.

"So you ever gonna stop hugging me?"

"I don't know. I'm really comfortable and you are very warm."

"Ok."

He hugs you a bit tighter, and kisses the top of your head. Dean finally walks out the bathroom so you pull away from Sam, you see a very confused expression on Deans face. 

"What?"

"Why were y'all hugging?"

"Because I wanted a hug... Is that so bad?"

"No. Just different I guess."

"Sue me."

Sam laughs as he walks to the restroom with his change of clothes in hand.

~A.M 

(I'm sorry for it being a short story, I had this idea and I thought it was gonna be longer. But I thought i would still post it. Hope you like it.)