falling out of love with someone who you still love is the most painful.
you still care for the person, their life, interests, well-being.
but, you no longer love them.
there is no longer the want and motivation to continue fighting for the person.
...
and it hurts.
because, no matter how much you want to, no matter how much memories you've made, promises you've made.
your heart just tells you..
"no."
...
and as that love fades, you become the worst version of yourself.
you start nitpicking, complaining, ghosting
you stop loving.
and all you can blame
is yourself.
As you stand there, watching the person who loved you with their entire world lose themselves.
...
"they will heal"
"and they will move on."
...
but, will you?
