Growing up, I had always had one moral that i stood by.
I always had to help others.
I'd like to say that it was because i truly wanted to help those who were struggling.
but, it's a lot more selfish.
i think maybe, just maybe.
A part of me doesn't want to feel unseen.
To feel important.
If i gave everything i could into a person, maybe i won't be so invisible in the world.
but, sometimes i realize that i'm just as invisible as i've ever been.
No one calls, checks up, or cares in the end.
...
in the end, all you have is yourself.
and that's scary.
Because, i've never been able to help myself.
