I opened my eyes in vain, the first thing I saw was the moonlight coming through the window, I looked at the watch and saw that it is still 3 am
I feel the closeness of the body next to me, suddenly everything flashed in my mind, and I remembered what was happening around me
I looked at the girl who is already in a deep sleep, I want to believe that it's not real, that everything is a dream, even I want to believe that I'm crazy... But it doesn't helping, I understand my situation more and more
My head is so burdened by my own thoughts that my mind seems to explode, I feel everything and nothing at the same time, I don't know what it is, but I feel connected to her every moment, my senses are heightened, and my mind is clouded
"Why aren't you sleeping" I heard her voice, her eyes are still closed, how did she know that I'm awake?..
"I don't know" I nervously played with my hands and looked in another direction
I heard her take a deep breath, and I also felt how she slowly lifted her body towards me
"Listen.." I felt her eyes on my face, I looked at her again, now we are looking at each other without words
"I need you Winter, I know what you're seeing is crazy, I also realize it's not easy to understand, you watched me inhabit someone else's body, and now this person is lying by your side and talking to you" She looked deeper into my eyes
"I understand, and I also told you that I will be by your side, as strange as it may seem or sound, I am not going to leave you"
I saw tears in her eyes, no matter how she behaves on her own, there is an angry soul in her that only wants revenge
I got out of bed and pulled back the curtains to reveal the view, the moon shining directly in front of me, today is a full moon, its silvery rays shining on my skin and the room
The room has one big window where you can see everything, in front of the room are the buildings and the river where the moon view is the best
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I closed my eyes and let my mind relax, forgetting that the girl is still lying in my bed
My world stopped when I felt a touch around my waist, I opened my eyes and looked down to see arms wrapped around my body, My heart.. what's wrong with me?! Her gentle hands on my white t-shirt
For the first time in a long time, my heart began to beat, as if I had been reborn, as if I had been given a new chance to live
"I missed this feeling"she spoke close to my ear, ear where I can hear my own heartbeat
"What are you doing to me?" I spoke out as I felt her own hands tighten around my body
"I'm not doing anything to you" Her hand moved away from my waist and stopped at my arms as she placed both hands on both of my arms, turning me to face her and looking into my eyes,
"I just know you need it" She took my hands and slowly slid them under her shirt where I could feel her small waist, I wrapped my arms around her waist tightly as she looked at me and smiled
Her warmth, her skin, her face, it's all driving me crazy, I slowly pulled her closer to me as I felt her body, she rested her head on my shoulder while hugging
"Don't fall in love Winter, I can't stay with you for long" her words flashed through my mind
"Don't worry.. I've been through this before" after my words I pulled her even more closer to my body, I don't know why I did this, did I just feel the same pain as always?
Suddenly I felt her lips on my neck, this is the moment when I lost all control over myself "Karina don't do it" I said with difficulty, I won't let my loneliness get the better of me
"Please... I won't have the right to do this again, this is the last time in my life I get a chance to feel this again" her voice trailed off
After a few moments of arguing with myself, I gave the loneliness a chance, I took Karina in my arms, she wrapped her legs around my waist, I looked into her eyes for the last time before I began to kiss her lips passionately
