"I regret it.. i really do"

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•Kyles pov-

I was calmly grabbing my books and materials, then the only thing i did was look at the crystal shiny door, just finding there a person wih a orange hood and drugs with another guy that had a blue with red beanie and a brown jacket, i inmediatly noticed it was Kenny and Stan, but i wasn't worried about the drugs Kenny had, or the fact Stan was pissed off at me, i was just insecure about what they were talking about. I know they are my friends.. Right? But i was somehow insecure anyways. Maybe they are planning to revenge on me.. Or talking shit..!

After having a lot of these thoughts, i finally got in real world again and saw Kenny come back inside while Stan just sat there in the snow admiring cars, or animals, shit that was in the road. Then i just saw a Kenny approaching me, i didn't get to see his reaction because of his orange hood that always covered almost all Kenny's face.

"Hey Kyle, do you have that one little random bag that i gave you for saving up your coins? I need the little bag for something. "

"Ye yea of course.. " *I said, while looking for the little bag, it was supposed to be in my pocket, and i was right. So i just took out the little bag and gave it to Kenny* "Here! "

"Thanks! So.. I was wondering if you wanted to hang out on that one little cave we decorated last year"

After Kenny said that, i knew exactly what place he was talking about. Last year when our group was complete, we found a medium cave, thta didn't have bats or anything at all, so we decided to put some lights and decorate it so it could be "secret hang out place".

"Will somebody else come? " I said with lots of curiosity, i knew Kenny, and he probably invited Stan without telling me, anyways i acted as if i didn't noticed, i don't know.. Why.. But i felt a real big, huge urge to fix things with Stan, my life wasn't the same without him and i really hated to admit that i was destroyed in piece's just beacuse someone left me behind.

*Kenny shaked his head, in a way of saying no* "Meet me there at 3:00! "

"Alright" *I just nodded and walked away to my first hour, now the only thing i was worried about, was the little meeting*

~TIME SKIP~

Kenny's pov:

It was already 2:50, i honestly was kinda nervous, but at the aame time lost in my thoughts. What have i done right now? When they see eachother they will both freaking hate me and they will fight as if there was no morning if they didn't.

In that moment i was only in my white shirt, so i grabbed my classic old orange hood and putted it on. After putting on my hood i just said goodbye to my little sweet sister and opened the door so i could leave, luckily there was no stupid parents fighting this time so i didn't have problems on just getting out of the house without getting screams and insults.

When i got in the little cave, i saw Stan sitted in a little matt while checking his phone, he looked kinda upset so i decided to go with him and ask him what was wrong.

"Hey Stan, whats up, i see you kinda upset"

"Uh..well..You know, Wendy being a bitch again."

"Ah shit, let me guess, Tolkien?"

"Yeah..Again."

"Just break up with that bitch, you deserve someone better.." After i finished that sentence, i could hear some footsteps and i perfectly knew who it was, Kyle.

- KYLE'S POV:

I was calmly walking, until i remembered that there was a big probability that i was going to see Stan again, i was kinda nervous about it. I decided to just walk faster so i could just get this over with and get rid of the stress just now.

I walked in the cave, then saw Stan with a face of anger, but at the same time shame, maybe he felt as guilty as i did? I didn't want to risk and ask about these feelings anyways.

"Kyle what the hell are you doing here!?" *Stan said with a mid low voice*

"Stanley, Kenny obviously made this up so we could..fix our fucked up friendship.."

After i said that, Kenny just sat there, watching Stan and then me, there was a really awkward and weird silence, then i just made a desperate expression, and kinda worried. The only thing i did was look down without saying anything.

~Stan's POV:

I was really worried, i felt stupid for not having the guts to say anything, but then, i realized something, Kyle's  expression. When i watched my super best friend all broken and depressed, i felt broken, i stayed silent while just watching Kyle. After atleast 3 minutes, that felt like 10, i decided to break the ice, and talk.

"..Kyle."

I saw Kyle jump a little bit, and he started to look at me.

"Kyle, i am so fucking sorry for...you know...being so.."

Kenny saw me confused, i sometimes loved that Kenny knew me so well, Kenny already knew i didn't know to express so, he grabbed a little trash and made a form of a bottle, i somehow understanded he meant alcohol, how the fuck did the do the form with just a little trash? I don't have any idea.

I sighed deeply, and then open my mouth so i could finally express myself like i needed to just a month ago. "Kyle, i am sorry okay? I though you were the one who started all this shit and..i forgot..that it was all my fault, if it wasn't for my stupid alcohol addiction this wouldn't have happened, and i am just a messed up person who at this point doesn't even know what he wants. Kyle you might think i don't mean this but i really do, if i needed to i would even burn school if it meant having you back! Or even kill myself..but that would just happen..if doing all these stuff, meant having you back, Kyle, i hope you can be my super best friend again, if you do, i promise i will try to stop drinking, and i will stop being so fucking selfish."

I was really holding back tears to not look stupid, now that i expressed myself i really felt better, a month ago i didn't have a signle hope for our friendship, but now i felt it as if we were again in 4th grade, the perfect duo in the whole town. After all my messed up thoughts, i just saw Kyle with a shoked face, he was almost crying, i could see these tears from these emerald eyes, me and Kyle just made eye contact for some second and then Kyle just ran to me and hugged me softly, i felt so good to have my friend back, and all beacuse of my amazing friend, Kenny.

After all this i knew i wasn't done with all my problems, there was still Wendy, i was still kinda worried about it. What if she's cheating!? What if she doesn't even love me anymore, or even if she ever loved me?

~I honestly didn't want to make it so hard- i mean if i want a good story i am not going to push the love that quick (I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT SEX K, i know there are perverts that thought i was talking about that ), but anywaysss, if you have any ideas you are free to comment, have a happy day / night, and see ya in the next episode of my dum story, idc who you are but i honestly love you if you are reading my very first story.

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