I couldn't understand why or how I had fallen or even why I thought such things about Allah, ALLAH FOR GOODNESS SAKE. He has given me so much and yet I decided to do such a thing like that to him. I not only disobeyed him but I also betrayed myself, I caused so much pain to myself and had the guts to blame it on him. I'm so mad, I needed to calm down before I lost it. I also needed to go to her before I do anything else. I need to apologize to her for ruining her life and messing it up so much.
Alhamdulillah for the accident, if it hasn't happened I would never have gotten back up. Indeed it's true, sometimes blessings are disguised as curses, and sometimes curses ate disguised as blessings. I still can't believe I fell so hard. I hope I can still be forgiven, after all Allah is merciful and the most forgiving.
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Noor
RandomAfter getting in a car accident, Noor wakes up to find that she had forgotten her memory of the past five years. Noor decides to do whatever it takes to remember those past few years after she learned about her family's death.
