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"you good?" Gabby looked up at me from the couch. "yea...?" I said continuing to eat.
"you sure?" She said, "yes gabby, why" I asked. "Because you're ass just dipped pickles in side of ice cream" she said.
"I was hungry" I said, "nobody in they right mind thinks 'oh I'm hungry let me get pickles and ice cream' no damn body" she said.
"Im different" I laughed, "no you're pregnant" she said. "girl what?" I said.
"tender breast, always having to pee, now weird cravings? There's no doubt in my mind your pregnant" gabby said.
oh my god, it's not impossible. Me and Ja did have sex that one night at the party.
"Maybe we should go get a pregnancy test" Gabby said, "there are some under my brothers bathroom cabinets. They get pregnancy scares all the time" I said.
We went to their bathroom and took two test. "Wait what if I am pregnant" I said, "what do you mean" she said.
"I'm all for abortion but I don't think I'd abort my baby. And me Ja aren't together so I don't know how he'll react" I said starting to hyperventilate.
"Calm down liv, take the test first before you panic" she said. I went to my bathroom and pee'd on the test.
"Ok I did it" I said walking out the bathroom, "now we just wait two minutes" gabby said.
these seem like the longest two minutes of my life. If I'm not pregnant I'm going to need to have a talk with ja about what's going on.
We're having sex, and kissing, and cuddling like a couple but aren't. I have real feelings for him we just have to make it work.
If I am, will he even be there for my baby? This is alot and things are going really good for the both of us I don't want anything messing it up.
I don't know how to be a mom, I'd not even have my own place right now. I just graduated college like three months ago.
Js is always away, how'd he take care of a baby anyway? I do- RING! RING! RING! The alarm went off and the test were done.
"Whatever happens, you're alright" gabby said to me. I walked in the bathroom and liked at the test.
"What does it say" she asked me, "pregnant" I said crying. "Oh it's ok" she said trying to comfort me.
"What am I gonna do gabby" I cried, "you're gonna talk to Ja and you two will figure it out" she said.
"I'm scared" I said as she hugged me, "I know you are but it's gonna be alright" she said.
An hour later...
Gabby had left after I texted Ja, she said we needed this time alone. He texted me he was here and I opened the door for him.
"Hey" he said hugging me, "hi" I said hugging him back.
"What's wrong" he asked as I went to sit omm the counter, "what did you want to talk about" he said.
"This" I said picking up the pregnancy test and holding it up for him. "fuck" he mumbled.
"You're pregnant?" He asked as I started to cry again, "yea" I cried.
"shit, what are you gonna do" he said, I could tell that he was stressed out.
"I'm keeping it" I said, "Olivia I'm not in a place to raise a baby" he said.
"I know but I don't want an abortion" I said, "I'm not saying get one, but I'm saying I can't raise a kid.
We're not in a relationship we can't have a baby. My career is just starting and it's to early to worry about kids" he said.
"So what are you saying" I said, "i can't have kids Olivia" he said.
"So you're not gonna be apart of my baby's life" I said, "don't say it like that" Ja said.
"No but it is like that, you don't want me to keep it because 'life's too good' we're both grown adults" I said.
"Where are we gonna live? Huh? When am I gonna spend time with it? When are you gonna spend time with it" he said.
"Im always in a different state, you're gonna be busy at the ware house. We can't do it Olivia" he said.
"I can do it" I said, "maybe you can, but I won't" Ja said and he walked out the door.
I started crying even harder when my brothers walked in the house.
"What's wrong liv" they said seeing me crying, they all looked down and saw the pregnancy test at the same time.
