I feel like crying but no tears are falling I feel like it's drained from my last burst of crying in the middle of asking for help,
but I have no one to run to.
I'm the kind of person na will always be there for you when you need me even not in your most.
You guys don't know what it feels when there's no one for you to tell how you really feel.
I'm always here, always there and will make ways just to be there for you but.. who's with me? Who is there in my lowest? I have no one! I'm alone in this dark room, crying for help even though no one could hear me.
You know my secrets but after telling it all to you I don't feel like it's my secret anymore, because I am more confident and brave enough to face that past and move forward.
That's what I thought.
And yes I was wrong that I've moved on.. cause there's a time that it still pain me, I thought it no longer hurt but it's still here. The guilt and all the wishful thinking I wish I've done before it's all too late, it's still hurt.
