I realize you are all going to be mad but I have to quit this story. I fell into a depression time where I felt like I needed to write and read these kind of stories. I was wrong. God has been working on my heart and showed me how wrong this is for me. it was putting the wrong thoughts and pictures in my brain. I thought I needed these pleasures to make me happy but I really only need God. I am a senior in high school. I shouldn't be thinking about such things. I am sorry for taking you all down with me. If you want to talk feel free to message me. I am here for you and if you all would pray for me that would be great. it is gonna be hard to overcome all of this. Thank you.