𝓣𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓱 𝓭𝓸 𝓾𝓼 𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽(Louis partridge,Sid vicious)

𝓣𝓸𝓾𝓻

For the past few weeks me and sid had done nothing but shoot up. He would barely go to rehearsals anymore and would mostly sleep or start fights. And as for me I would do the same. I hadn't spoke to sash for a while since our fight and I hadn't been to her apartment either.

I didn't need her anyways all I needed was Sid. But I was starting to worry about him. I knew the heroin wasn't good for either of us. Slowly but surely it was killing him. Killing the me. Killing the band. Killing us. And he was becoming a lot more violent. I don't think there's been a day without us having a fight or me getting a hit from him.

It's really not healthy but it makes him happy. And I cant loose him again. So I'll just do what makes him happy.

We walked down the street and entered the rehearsal room drunk stumbling over everything and laughing. He fell over something and I tripped over his legs and we both pissed ourselves and lay on the floor until somebody cleared there throat. I looked up to see an upside down Malcom. I quickly stumbled to my feet and we both stood there and got lectured by Malcom.

I rolled my eyes and we both stumbled to a seat. I sat in his lap and examined the room. I saw John Paul Steve and oh great sash. I looked away from her and listened to Malcom telling the boys about a tour to America. Apparently they leave in 2 days. "Cool" steve said and went back to drinking his beer.

"Am I invited" I asked "sure whatever" Malcom said and I smiled. I've always wanted to go to America. Then Johnny piped up and began asking if sash could go and Malcom said the same thing. For once he's not being a cunt.

I put my hands in my pockets then felt around and came across a pill. I was unsure what it was so I took it out to get a closer look. It looked as though it could be molly or speed but I couldn't tell. So I popped it anyways and then smiled to myself as I felt daggers into my soul. I looked up to see sash and Johnny staring in disappointment at me. I don't care about them.

I rolled my eyes at them then decided to fish around for anything and found another one I smiled as I walked over to sash and popped the pill in my mouth right infront of her. I turned away then heard someone stand up behind me. "Your killing yourself you know that"

"I'm fineee" I said rolling my eyes and laughing a bit "you won't be saying that when your in a casket you fucking junkie" she shouted after me and I got angry. "The fuck did you call me" I said storming toward her. "I called you a fucking Jun"-

I didn't even let her finish her sentence I just punched on her. We began fighting and rolling round on the floor as I pulled her and she punched my lip causing it to bleed. I then punched her nose and it began bleeding. Soon John and sid came to separate and when they eventually succeeded we both held our wounds in pain. "Jesus fucking Christ what's wrong with you"! sash screamed at me and I just laughed. "What this is funny"! She shouted again "kinda" I said smirking at her.

Sid laughed a bit at that then Johnny shot him a shut the fuck up kinda look. "Your both fucking crazy"! Sash shouted and Johnny gave us both a look from behind her this time. "God sake you can shut up and you can stop giving me that fucking stare cuz it ain't scary" I said to both of them and I walked away sid following behind me.

We walked down the street then got back home. He started yelling at me for not doing something. We got into a massive argument which resulted in him striking me in the eye. I held my face and got up hitting his stomach and he pushed me into the wall causing my lip to just open again. I sat on the floor and jus breathed heavily. He knelt down by me and examined my wounds.

"This isn't healthy for us".. i said quietly and he agreed bringing my head close to him. "I can't keep up with this....

again short I'm sorry I'll try have more for yu soon 💗