The main chara is thinking all of this
I was trapped in my own emotions seeking someone to stop my hurt for a lover,I wish I didn't want one in the first place. My lover has trapped me,I can't do anything without their permission,I'm posioned from my own desires,I just wish,I WISH,I didn't want one.
Why should I obey him? Why why! I punched a wall trapped in my thoughts,they heard me.
The main character is now not thinking
"Oh shit!" I whispered as my so called "lover" came up the stairs
