˗ˏˋ ꒰𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐓𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐰꒱ ˎˊ˗

✧ ೃ𝐀𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐘𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮*ੈ✩

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐: 𝐀𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐘𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮

˗ˏˋ ꒰ ♡ ꒱ ˎˊ˗

Day 25, 

It's been 25 days since Acnologia wiped out everyone on Tenrou Island. I've been taking jobs left and right, haven't had a moment of peace or relaxation since everyone left. How can I relax? I need to get stronger. I've been visiting Sting and Rogue, as promised, and they heard the news from me. They were kinda crushed, their ideals having been on the island and all but I could tell they were walking on egg shells with me, worried that anything they said would set me off. I'm fucking exhausted, I probably should take a break, listen to Macao or Jet but I honestly don't give a shit about anything but getting stronger. Sting and Rogue, they're probably the only people in my life right now that are capable of dragging me out of bars wasted, nobody gives a damn if a 13 year old drinks herself to death as long as they're getting paid. 

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Day 78, 

Macao threatened to kick me out of fairytail yesterday, said that if I didn't take a week to myself he'd strip me of my guild mark and get my ass on out of here. I sent him flying after that, I was seething, and I regret it now that I'm hiding out in Rogue and Stings apartment. I need to apologize, but I'm too much of an prideful asshole to go back. Sting and Rogue have said they don't mind me staying, but they don't want me to hide from my problems either. I'll go back tomorrow, I'll apologize.. I can't even believe I did that, I hate how quickly my anger fucking rises these days. I miss Cana, I miss Lucy.. I miss everyone, the guild hall is empty, and it's almost lifeless now. I can't stay there for too long, if I do I just might lose my sanity.

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Day 103, 

Today a guild called 'Twilight Ogre' tried to 'help' us earlier, apparently we've been behind on rent, and we were going to have the guild hall taken from us. I bought it back with all the money I had in my account, I sold my apartment after the fact so I have at least 100,000 jewel to my name. The dumb ass guild then tried to threaten us, saying they'll buy the guild out from under us a month from now, when rent's due. I spat on them and beat their asses, taught those assholes a lesson. We've been losing our good reputation bit by bit, day by day, and less jobs came in.. for everyone else, the only ones that were frequently updated were the S-Class missions, and I took every single one. I would work myself to the bone if it was meant that Fairytail would stay. I argued with Sting and Rogue over it, they said I'd die if I kept this up but I disagree, there's nothing I can't do if I put my ass in gear. I broke the table though, and Sting slapped me pretty damn hard, though I deserved it. Rogue definitely beat the shit out of Sting for that smack, and I left to go buy another table. 

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Day 126,

Stings birthday is today, I've been really careful with my spending's.. I've been arguing with myself on selling any of the gifts from my birthday, and I decided to sell one or two things for Stings present. Rogue noticed, and said Sting would be angry if he found out, and so I made him swear to secrecy. I ended up buying him some accessories I remember him whining about not too long ago, and among them was a matching set that all of us could wear. I had a red one, Rogue got a black one and Sting's was yellow. He gave me a bone-crushing hug that had me dying but, I was happy anyways. I hadn't been this happy in a while, and we had fun for the rest of the night. The next morning we were all sick, turns out the cupcakes Lector and Frosch bought were not cooked properly.. and they felt horrible, taking care of us who now had food poisoning, as I'm writing this I have a quarter full vomit bucket next to me, gross....