Escort Love (complete)

6

I had done everythign I could to keep Abel relax and not in destress for whatever length of time I was gonna carry him.

I did nothing stupid like lift anything heavy.

I didn't fight anyone thought they had often tried and pushed me. Jax handled them.

when I felt that something was gonna happen I told Jax I'd stay home and if I could I'd call when or if something was to happen.

and it did.

the most painful feeling every cut through me and I screamed so damn loud I'd put a banshee to shame.

I dropped to my knees and held my stomach and pleaded with Abel to not leave me.

I barley managed to grab the over night bag that was thankfully by the frontdoor before I called the medics.

they rushed me off to the hospital where Unser was.

"call jackson please Unser" I pleaded

he nodded his head looking frighten seeing the state I was in.

they rushed me to a room got me in a gone and hooked me up to mulitpule machines before they checked to see how far I was.

"he's distressing we need to get him out now" one of the doctors say

after that it seemed like a blur. 

I barley got to see him before they rushed him off to a different operatingroom.

once they stiched me up and celeanedup everything they took to a room where I seen Jax talking to some brunette doctor.

Jax looked over and seen me and he rushed to my side.

"I'm sorry baby I wasn't here" he says

"it wasn't but a few minutes that I got here when they decided to do a c-section so you couldn't had gotten here any sooner. just please stay" I say

he nodded his head while the doctor he spoke to walked off.

I told him what I knew before we sat there waiting.

He comforted me the best he could.

"I didn't get to tell him I love him or that I am so proud of him. they just rushed him off and I barley seen him" I tell Jax

"I'm sure they are doing everything they need to in order to save him" he says

"we are and we have" the brunette says

"Who are you?" I asked

"Tara. I am one of the doctors who operated on your son" she says

"is he ok?" I asked

"he's fine. he'll need to be in the incubator for a few weeks due to being born real early. " she says

"what was done?" Jax asked

"he had a hole in his stomach and his heart needed repaired," she says

I sobbed as I clung to Jax.

He comforted me as he cried too.

"We lost him once before he managed to bring him back" she says

When neither Jax nor I spoke she walked out of the room.

it was roughly a half hour before someone else walked in the room and told us what was gonna happen from this point forth.

after they checked me over and made sure I was good to go they gave me my release papers and I along with Jax headed to the room they had Abel in.

both of us started crying again as we stood there seeing him.

I carefully made my way around to the little doors when the door to the room open.

"I was about to tell you if you want you can touch him. but please wash your hands" the nurse says

I nodded my head before I washed my hands and then opened the little door.

"mommy and daddy are so proud of you Abel. you fought to come back and you are doing a wonderful job staying here with us. " I say

"yeah bud. we are incredibly proud of you" Jax says as he walked over and wrapped his arms around my .

"mommy and daddy as well as some of your other family will be coming to visit you the whole time you are in here. we will not ever abandon you. you're mine and Daddy's world and we are madly in love with you" I say tearing up.

Jax dropped his head on my shoulder and cried a bit.

I leaned my head against his as I continued to softly touch our son.