I wish I wasn't tired, but here I am

Chapter 1

Hi, my name is Jade, Jade BlackRose and I'm here to let you know about my past before I tell you about my life and what's going on right now. So let's get to that now, shall we?

Okay, it all began when I was just about to turn the age of 7 years old. That day happened as my mother died and the funeral was even sadder as my aunt began to live with us after. Then came to the point where every chance I got to leave the house for school there were just so many people who began to bully me and made my life worse from there on. Then when I came to the age of just twelve years old, my aunt decided to force me into doing all of the cooking, and cleaning, and get no longer had any chance of getting my homework done.

My father would do drugs and drink alcohol every time he comes home from work. My aunt would come home and expect me to be cleaning or cooking as soon as she walks into the house. But she too does drugs because she lost her sister, which was my mother.

Then as soon as the days get worse my father quit his job and had me get a part-time job at the age of sixteen and handed him and my aunt all of the money to pay for more drugs and alcohol, not to pay for the house-related things. But I do however get to keep some of the money to one day leave them behind.

I don't understand why they are like this, but I'm so tired to the point if don't get any sleep soon as possible I think I'm gonna commit to killing myself. You see all of these years of no sleep and the depression of being neglected from the abuse that both my father and aunt did over the years I've lived with them ever since my dear mother died, I know if she was here still she would have told me to leave and to find a better place to live and work hard to support me, while the two of them can stay together and forget we both left them behind for betraying us. But sadly that didn't happen. As for told I am now at the age eighteen and soon going to be nineteen, that's if I even stay alive till that time. Unfortunately I have to get up and go to school, come back home clean, cook, work, and then come back to do more cooking, and more cleaning.  But I am so damn tired of this life and ready to commit to killing myself and leaving everything behind, just to get away from them.