Chapter 1 - It was my fault

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Before I start this story, I just wanted to say this is my first story I have published here, so if you see some spelling mistakes please bare with me as I am trying my hardest. Lastly if you relate to any of the continent I talk about within this story just know you are not alone, if you want someone to talk too feel free to dm me, my discord; Cqurxz #6667 :) i love ya Anyways lets begin~

Ive been in grade 10 now for a few long months, I have slowly realised how incredibly stressful, toxic and sad it is. I have been really strict with my studies which has really taken a tow on me as well as stress me out, but hey? I am willing to do anything for a good grade at the end of the day~ I felt that it was stressing me out mentally and all just alot to process, though.. I am glad its all over. For now that is...

now people. I hate them.

The whole class was lining outside ready to be let in biology class, I take my phone out my pocket checking the time and then using it for a few minutes. In the blink of an eye, my phone went flying out of my hand, I stood there for a few minutes processing what had just happened after what seemed like hours I cautiously stooped down to pick up my phone, I slowly turned it around to find it cracked in different places. Tho I did have a screen protector I was utterly furious. I marched my way to Sifi without thinking and kneed her in her leg.

"what the absulute fuck is wrong with you? look where your going ass hole!!"

The world stopped when I saw soft tears rolling down her face realising what I did to hurt her that much.

Now Sifi is like 2 feet or so taller than me, she is funny, likes to cause problems, sensitive but overall had good intentions. She has been a really close friend of mind for a few years, and she has my back- yes we do things that pisses each of us off however, we always seem to work it out.

"I barely touched her though for her to be cying so much.."

Everyone crouded her and I stepped back with my head having a meeting with the floor, I refuse to say sorry. What seemed like an eternity, the class door was finally open. Swarming like bees everyone took there seats.

"Your so mean how could you hit her like that when you had a screen protector.." one of my classmates says.

Through a few minutes of the lesson I begin to feel like shit.

"I am sorry Sifi."

I didn't mean it obviously why should ?

"its okay~ I know you didnt mean it"

"Dang it now I really do mean it now..."

I began to break it down to her that what I did was a bit rash however she should be more carful, she understood and we both came to a understanding point. Suddenly I saw a shadow hover abover our desk I look up and find our substitute teacher staring at Sifi.

"Are you okay dear?" She said in a worried tone.

"Yes I am fine"

Do you want me to take you to the medical why are you crying?"

"Nothing Miss its fine I just have a headache."

"Thank you Sifi for not snitching on me."

"Well I dont beilve you.." She said as she walked of.

I watched as the plump lady walked back to 'her desk', I let out a breath I never knew I was holding.

"thank you for not telling..."

"No worries it was an accident." Sifi said with a warm smile

A few minutes later I see a teacher walking to our desk Mr Siper;He was a white male, average hight I suppose, had short brown hair, dark brown eyes,a sore on his lip, and was wearing a Nike tracksuit. He was out pe teacher.

"Are you sure you okay?" He asked

"Honestly why are these teachers so noisy-"

"I am fine sir."

"Come and have a chat with me" Sir said as he made a gesture with his hand.

Next thing I knew Sifi and the teacher went to a whole other room leaving me with just intrusive thoughts.

"Ugh that idiot of a "teacher" called patrol(when a teacher calls for a teacher to come when something is wrong), why couldn't she just mind her business."

"tut tut tut if I were her I would never forgive you" Nethan said slyly.

"For real" Claudia joined.

"Sifi would never do that to you, if I were her I would beat your ass" Cindy exclaimed boldly

Guilt consumed my soul, I felt like shit.. I dont know what came over me, I should have never done that to her.. I am an awful friend. As time went on and me dwelling deep into my thoughts, I saw Sifi. She told me she didnt snitch and that she just told sir she was feeling ill and he told her to stay in the room for a bit. I sigh in relief.

A few hours later

Its now break time, I was on my way with my friend group walking to the place we usually hang out. Like lightining a crowed of people bombard me with millions of questions like;

"Omg did you and Sifi really fight"

"Why did you and Sifi start fighting"

"Who won"(it would obv be me if that was the case ehm ehm) , ect..

My anxiety engulfed me as I start to get pressured and annoyed I asked someone, who told you lot that I had a fight?! Rania. She was spreading fake rumours about me fighting with Sifi.. but I didnt.. I had enough, I marched my way to Rania in my next class and confronted her.

"What the fuck Rania, you know fully well I didnt fight Sifi"

Rania is a fair medium girl, she is 'not like the other girl type of girl' if you want to say it, always having detentioned, rude, and can a big attention seeker.

"What no I didn't who told you that?" She says acting clueless.

"Wow come on don't play dumb! If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be here now would I?" I was started to get irritated.

"Fine fine am sorry."

she finnally gave out and appologise. That bitch.. I dont forgive her.

Heyy guys me again that was my first chapter- how did i do?? let me know any tips you may have!! And remember to stay hydrated :))

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 14, 2023 ⏰

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