Everything was great!
so what went wrong?
fat, ugly, worthless,
stupid, screw up.
The
type of thoughts
that were now always
there. These feelings
start to generate
Pain.
Don't want to be
with people. I would
rather sit in my room
and write my notes.
Will
anyone give a damn
if I die? If I die I
could be happy again.
All my pain would
End.
Thats what I hope
would happen. But
if the pain ends,
so does everything else.