My diary with BTS

Jungkook broke my heart

1:57 pm in the afternoon of May 27 2015

My friend or should I say one of my bestfriends who is always with me fangirling just sent me the photo and I attached it as a photo of this Chapter. I read it just like 7 times for me to satisfy my brain cells. It was a few minutes of silence and the thought was still running through my system.

Oh man. Why am I hurting?! I supposed not to act that way! I'm speechless but my heart and eyes were full of emotions. Call me nuts but this time around it isn't the same like what it feels when there were rumours about them dating a girl or smth like that before.

I did try to listen to the song of "Kido"- Prayer which maybe Rapmon had posted it. It says "For all the broken hearted" really written in english. Then I listened to it hoping I could throw away the pain through writing on wattpad but I don't like the melody. (Excuse me)

Just when I tried listening to Beautiful of Byun Baekhyun, It made me write continuously.

I replied to my friend "Aw. That hurts. Why do I suddenly feel like this. I shoudn't but...it is so painful." She hasn't reply yet for hours then.

Looking at the ceiling thinking about this shit hahaha ugh I am the kind of person who cares a lot when you get attached to me/ with me. Yays what did you do to me Jungkook? Because fyi guys, Jungkook is my super Bias tho I have three. But when it comes to him, He is somewhat special in my heart.

Even though it is legit or not, it still kicked my heart out of my chest. What if... Oh no man. I don't like what ifs. They're suck.

Huh....I don't have anything to say because this is taking too far. I know I'm not in love with Jungkook. And should not!!!!! Gosh. Who am I to do that. So....

Loving an Idol is only admiring them and remember never ever get to fall in love.

Pretty please. That it is only. Loving can hurt guys. That is true. Huh Loving?!!!! Do I really know what is love?! Omg I'm going crazyyyyyy.

As I'm finishing this first Chapter. I received a noti to my friend in my direct message. He replied back, "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH DO YOU NOW KNOW THE FEELING? OUCH, RIGHT? IT HURTS MORE THAN TO LOSE A BOYFRIEND!"

All can say is..... Okay -.-

Love, my name has seven letters