Purplemike stuff

Mixed Emotions? Is it?

Mike's POV

After 1 week later

I started to cut my left arm from last weekend. I can't stop. This is only cure.

Ding-dong-

Who?

"Hi Mikey-!!"

Vincent?

I opened the door and asked;

"Um...Vincent.. Don't you have to be with Scott at the pizza place now..? It's still 4 a.m..."

"Hmm.. well, I'm here to make sure you're keeping your promise."

I flinched.

"Uh-uh well- ah.....i..'m.. doing great!"

"Show me your wrist."

"...no!"

I pushed Vincent out of the door and locked it.

"MIKE! Open the door! Did you break our promise?"

"Sorry."

"....Mikey...*sigh*..open the door. Please."

"....."

"I won't do anything."

"...."

I opened the door a little bit to see his face.

But suddenly Vincent tugged the door and entered the house.

"You-you said you wouldn't do anything!"

"...you know Mikey.... you need to be punished."

"What-no-what-mhp-"

what?

what?

WHAT?

WHAT?!

He...he kissed me! And.. and i can't...

"Mnh..ha-nn..mmh..."

My face was all red.

He was so good at kissing.

My tears ran down my cheeks.

"No...mm.. Vincent.. you should be with Scott...mmh..*smooch*"

When our long kiss ended I was panting like I was dying or something.

"...You love me, right?"

"...yes......."

"......."

"Vin..?"

"Mike. Sorry, I only think of you as friends."

My heart sank down. I couldn't do anything.

Vincent slowly disappeared.

I was not able to breathe. Vincent's saliva and the touch of his tongue remained in my mouth, which made me suffer more. I was shedding tears so bad. My heart throbbed. He just tested me? I fell to the floor.

I scratched my wrist. Blood was flowing down.

My stomach hurts. It hurts too bad. I cried.

I cried.

I cried.

I just cried.

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Vincent POV

I didn't ignore mike. I was standing at his apartment's front door. All I can heard is crying sound and whining. Fuck... I feel bad.

Suddenly I heard falling sound. Mike?

When I walked to his house, I saw fainted, Mike. His wrist had blood, he was surely hurt.

"Mike. Mike! Wake up, ...Schmidt?"

He was not moving at all. His hands were slightly shaking and his eyes were red.

"Was I..too much?"

"Vin..?-MIKE!"

Scott ran to me. He saw Mike and started to wake him up.

But he was not able to respond. He refused to respond.

"Mike, wake up. Please wake up."

Scott pouted.

I just watched them. Did he love me that much? Was I too far?

"Mike! Mike! Oh god!"

"Huh-?"

Mike's breath become harsh and he opened his eyes.

It was still lifeless though.

He tried to say something but refused.

He turned his head to the side and saw me.

His eyes just burst into tears again. Even a whine didn't come out from his mouth. He cried so quietly. There were multiple teardrops in his ocean-blue eyes.

He cried like that and fainted on Scott.

He was still crying.

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Woo! I'm finally publishing this from my memo app...

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