Forever my girl

Lord help us all

(Tw: seizures, don't know if it needs a tw or not but better to be safe than sorry)

The next morning Jax was bottle feeding Abel in the kitchen while Berkley ate some cereal. Alison was the last one up and she felt her hangover in her feet.

She realized she had taken off some one her clothes during the night so she just grabed a shirt and put it on. She was still slightly confused as to how she ended up that drunk.

She walked down the hall, rubbing her eyes and yawning. Her hair a mess, Jax's shirt barley covering her underwear which so happened to be a pair of boxers.

Jax looked at her, smiling. Partly because she looked like hell and partly because she was wearing HIS shirt. And she slept in HIS bed.

"Morning sunshine," he said, Alison made a face.

Berkley finished eating and sat there and watched as Alison sat next to her. She gave Berkley a kiss on the forehead then she looked at Jax.

Jax was wearing his normal get up but instead of a big white shirt (the one she's wearing) he's wearing a tank top. His shoulder muscles practically screaming at her as he held Abel. The look on his face and the way they held eye contact made her fear for what happened last night.

"Coffee, please," she looked away from his eyes but she could still feel his gaze.

"Ight just one sec," his tone turned serious.

"We have to talk about last night," she froze.

Oh no they fucked didn't they.

"Oh, okay,"

Jax took Berkley and Abel into the front room where Wendy was.

It was quiet for a moment while Jax poured her coffee. It seemed like years before he sat down. And he sat down right next to her, turning her chair so her knees where between his.

"I didn't do anything stupid did I? Did we-?" She started to ramble but Jax just placed a hand on her mouth.

That was also a thing they had been doing since they were kids.

"We didn't. It's about Donna. I wanted to be the first to tell you," she gave him a weird look.

"Donna was shot and killed last night. I know you guys where close," the look he gave her was so soft.

She was trying not to cry.

"We know nothing right now," he said.

"Oh god, Opi. The kids, I-I have to go see them. They're okay right?" She tried standing up but Jax pulled on her hands.

"Hey, look at me," her lips were trembling as she sat back down.

"You get today off. I want you to stay here with Berk and Abel. You need to try and relax I can't have you goin out on me too,"

There was a reason Jax wanted to be the first to tell her. When she gets too upset she starts to hyperventilate which then ends with her spazzing out on the ground and loosing feeling in half her body for an hour.

"Come here," he pulled her into a hug.

She was hunched over in his lap, him over her. She held onto his shirt as she cried, he rubbed her back.

They had maybe a minute before Tara walked in, followed by a very angry Berkley.

"Why are you here?" Berkley asked.

"I forgot my badge," Jax instantly shot up and looked at Tara and then Berkley.

Alison whipped her tears, standing. "I'm going to work,"