From Here to eternity

Ch No .5

POV TAEHUNG

Jin Hyung bandaged the wound on his head and some on his arm and wrist. And he is not looking like the way he looks at the wedding or in that picture. He is looking horrible. His clothes are dirty and his face has dried tears.

He is looking down at his lap and playing with his fingers. He is still sweating and is very quiet.

I hate to admit it but I am feeling guilty about his condition when he was screaming. Why do I feel bad about it, it's not my fault, right?

I want to ask him, how is he feeling. Who is the person he is talking about? Why is he afraid of him? What is the reason he is afraid of the dark? How did he know my jin hyung? As I know him hyung is friendly but he never asks anyone to call him Hyung unless he is me or some other person.

I put my thoughts aside and open my mouth to ask him about his health when his phone rang. He looks around to look for his phone, he picked up and said, "Hi Jimin".

He knew I was going to speak, he know the reason why I lock him up, and he knew that I am getting angry but he didn't cut the call. " I missed you too", he said while smiling. He looks like an idiot ( but a cute one). I think that his cheeks will hurt from this much smiling.

Now, I think about it why he frowned when I came toward him, maybe he is scared of me. Well, that's good I didn't need to try hard for that. I feel a sense of pride.

I didn't realize that he already cut the call. He is drawing lines on the bed sheet. I think maybe he is waiting for me to speak, so I calmed myself and said," How are you feeling? ", he looked up and our eyes met and that was the moment I realize that he has amazing eyes so bright like stars in the starry night and his button nose is-, Oh he looked away and said," Better".

I am going to admit my mistake but I didn't acknowledge that I said," Who is Jimin?", he looked at me with wide eyes like I asked him his boxer colour. Well, I don't mind asking that too. NO, I AM NOT INTERESTED IN HIM, I tell myself.

" My friend", he said and his lips curved into a smile and looked down at his phone probably watching his wallpaper with his So Called Friend. Not again, why does he always smile when he is around, I didn't meet him but I started to hate Jimin already.

" Are you okay? I said. He nodded
" You didn't eat anything at the wedding.", I asked and he bobbed his cranium.
" You know Hyung for a long time, right?", I asked and he bounced his head.
Like what the hell say something, why are you so quiet?

" You love me, right?", I ask and he nodded but he looked at me with those big doe eyes and shook his head, while saying " No I don't, I don't love you," he said panicking. Oh, it hurt me when he rejects me like this.
But I need to play. " So, you don't love, right? You love someone else" I stopped, and looked in the mirror at him he is already looking in the mirror our eyes met and I continued," Or maybe you love that Jimin. If I am not wrong."

He widened his eyes and becomes pale but he composed himself and said," Yes I love him", why I am feeling strange in my heart? He continued," As my friend and that all, nothing else. Yes, nothing else." I surpassed a smile while looking at him.

When jin hyung knocked on the door, he again smiles even though Jin Hyung is not in the room but he is already happy, I don't know even know much they love each other. Jin Hyung came in and started feeding him. When I muttered," Ora voglio bloccarlodi nuoro" ( Now I want to lock him up again)

When jin hyung said," Non Osare"( Don't you dare). I sometimes forget that he went to study in Italy. He whispered something in Jin's hung ear and Hyung answered him back in whispers. They both are behaving like high school girls who always talk about someone in their presence.