Love or not 2 - Shall everyone know?

Part 7 - Rescued?

Y/n's POV

I saw everyone's faces was felt with shock and then I jumped.

A hand grip mine. It was s strong but soft hand. I looked up to see Draco trying to pull me up.

"Why did you even use your time on rescuing me?" I wispered to Draco with a shaky voice "no one loves me, I don't belongs here" I felt the tears still running.

"I love you" I heard him say so only I could hear him.

Then I heard Professor McGonagall's voice.

"What is happening here?" She said and then looked over at me and draco "y/n? Why are you there?" I felt that she was in shock.

"Can you maybe help with her, professor?" Draco said.

"Oh, yes ofcourse" Professor McGonagall said and took my other hand and I came up "are you completely mental?" I could even tell without being a legmsy that she was really angry and really confused.

"That what everyone else thinks" I said quietly and I wiped my eye. Draco went down by my side and gave me a hug.

"You aren't mental" he wispered in my ears "your just perfect"

The other students looked at me shocked.

"You should be happy Mr. Malfoy was here to save you" Professor McGonagall said.

"HAPPY?!?" I said "Do you call this happy?" I pulled my shirts sleeve up so everyone could se my many cuttings. Some of them was very deep "I can even remember how I got all of them" I said and more tears came. I didn't even understand how much I could cry "but every time I come to myself again I have blood all over me and a knife in my hand. If Draco just let me jump I could have end everything"

Professor McGonagall was completely in shock and some of the other students was covering their eyes.

"Everyone go to your dorms now, only you Draco can stay for now" Professor McGonagall said.

Everyone walked away and it was only us three back.

"Draco can you please find Professor Snape and bring him here?" Professor McGonagall asked.

"No don't" I said and they looked at me "he's going to kill me"

"Y/n listen your dad needs to know" she said and I nodded "Draco, professor Snape is in the teacher's room and alm the other teachers and there also. Just find them all this is worse than anything else"

"Okay Professor" Draco said and ran down to find the others.

We sat in quietness and tears just kept rolling.

Then dad and the others came, even Professor Dumbledore.

"What happened, Draco came and said there was an emergency in the astronomy tower" Dad said anxious "Its not something with
y/n , aren't it?"

Professor McGonagall walked to the side to let them se me. Dad ran over to me and sat down and looked at my arm. Then hugged me. I don't know how long we sat there but I just cried and cried. He then stopped the hug.

"What happened?" He asked professor McGonagall.

"She was trying to jump of the astronomy tower" She said quietly and the other teachers looked at each other.

Dad looked at me anxious.

"Your okay?" He asked me.

"I-I thi-think so..." I said sobbing "I don't know what wro-wrong with me. I-I don't think I'm-I'm..." I burst out crying again. My hair was completely black. It was s real breakdown my first really bad breakdown. I have had a lot of small breakdowns before. But this makes my head hurt so badly that I can't even think.

"How long have you hold this in?" Professor Dumbledore asked.

"A ye-year I think" I sobbed.

"What made the glass overflow?" Professor Dumbledore asked me.

"It's just all this going o-on with the chamber of secrets. People are thinking it's m-me and that I'm only fainting to come out of bad situations. An-and that Pavarti said that I was completely mental and I just should jump of a bridge o-or something. I have a really bad psych and this i-is just making it worse. I can't live more. I wanna die" I said and collapsed in tears.

"Try to relax sweetheart" dad said calming, but I was shaking.

"I think it's best if you two just be here for a bit y/n and Draco" Professor Dumbledore said "then we can talk"

The teacher's walked over to the other side of the astronomy tower to talk and Draco sat down by my side.

I was shaking. I was scared, tired, depressed and sad. How came this my life. Why is it so hard to live. Why was I predicted the most powerful witch when I can't even live two seconds without trying to kill myself?

"Your okay y/n?" Draco said and hugged me.

"N-no" I said shacking and hugged him back.

He kissed me gently and I felt more calm.

"Better?" He asked with a smirk and I began to giggle.

"I'm always better when I'm with you, dray" I said and he kissed me again.

The other teachers came back to us and Draco stopped hugging me.

"We think it's best if you takes some days of and try to rest. We need you to learn to control yourself" dad said and gave me a hug "but for now get down to your dorm and get some sleep. I think you need it"
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Why is this chapter so good? I personally thinks this is the best one so far.

Sorry for grammatical fails.

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