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Warm

Warning:
Self Harm

"Ugh...I can barely keep my eyes open!" I groan. "Please no!! One more round!! Promise it'll be fast." Cyno begs. I smile and take a sip of water before picking up my cards once again and starting the match. "How did you already beat me?!" I yell, staring at my fallen cards. "I said it would be fast!" Cyno said with a smirk. I collect my cards and put them into a small wooden box for later. I stand up and walk to the bathroom while rubbing my eyes. As I lock the door I can finally breathe out and clear my mind..I open up the drawer and search around for the blade that I've hidden. I realize that
it isn't there...its okay though, I must have forgotten that I moved it somewhere, so I open my notepad and search for a page that says anything about it. I can't find anything but hey, maybe I forgot to write it down. I walk out of the bathroom and see Cyno still sitting at the table so I go sit down with him. He looks at me and I can tell there's something off.. I'm not sure what it is but there's a subtle feeling in the air. He clears his throat and reaches for something in his bag. Of fucking course he pulls out my blade. "Can you please tell me what you use this for?" He questions. I bite my lip a little bit, staring at the blade he holds in his hands. "Um..I..I don't think I've seen that before." I whisper. He sighs lightly and puts it away. "May I see your arm?" He asks. I can feel fear strike through my spine the second he asks it. I breathe in sharply and mutter out, "I don't want you to see." He nods his head, understanding that its a sensitive topic for me. I stand up, walk to the bed, i lay down, and curl into a ball. I feel horrible. I didn't want him to have to worry about me or have to baby me because I can't stop harming myself. Cyno follows a bit after and covers me with the blanket then slips into bed himself. I slowly shift closer to him and he wraps his arms around me. Hearing his breathing and soft heartbeat calms me down a lot. My eyes feel heavy and my chest feels warm as I drift off to sleep.