DADDY PLEASE

Chapter 11

{Isabella}

My stomach feels empty I'm hungry I feel like I just got ran over by a train. It's really black here in cold, but my hands feel warm. They feel like I'm being held closely to somebody's heart. Once I realize that my eyes are closed I open them I see my mother and Ezzra but they're both sleeping, so I stayed quiet and didn't make a sound

I just looked up to the ceiling and I was thanking God that I'm still here. I am learning that you shouldn't make a permanent decisions on some thing as temporary in life it was a mistake. It was my mistake. My mind was filled with self hatred, and I couldn't think straight I was alone again.

" I'm so stupid" I whisper

But I guess I was a little loud to the point where Ezzra and my mother woke up. Their eyes were like the sun shining down on me.

" baby are you all right? Do you feel better or you thirsty? Are you hungry?" my mother asks

"I'm hungry and thirsty" I say

My mother stood up

" I will get you something but it's gonna be a little bit since the hospital is a little busy today OK baby" she says

I nodded

I didn't bother looking at Ezzra, because then I wouldn't know just how bad I hurt him

" look at me" he demands

I turn my head to look at him, and all I could see was his cold, expressionless face, but I knew deep down he was not OK

" I love you" he says again

My eyes started to tear up

" stop saying that you're only saying that because I just tried to unalive myself" I say

He stood up but this time he didn't grip my neck he hold my cheek

" princess you mean the world to me you always have I just didn't know it at the time I'm sorry I made you feel little, betrayed, unimportant, and bewildered" he says

I stood up, gripped him by both ears, and pulled in towards my face

" I love you too. I always did, and I don't know how to act on my feelings I always ignored the fact that you make my heart beat mile per second I get jealous when anybody else touches you in an intimate way besides me when you smile to someone else and not me it just makes my heart break into two I am possessive over your daddy you're mine and then that girl kissed you you didn't pull the way and it made me feel like a side piece angered me" i admit

I sit down and pat the bed

" I've been by myself, my entire life I've gone through everything with only three people, me myself, and I my mom was always busy with work. My dad was dead my mind there were demons all up in my mind. I got suspended over and over and over at every school my my mom is surprised that I'm even able to get into high school. I've always learn to fight for what I want and what I need and that's you so when I saw another woman thinking it was mine and it didn't feel too good" I say

Ezzra looks at me like he's so proud that I opened up. Honestly I'm surprised to.

" I'm glad you opened up to me" he smiles

"Ofc now that we're broken up I had to get that off my chest" I say

"We're not done baby just because you got made and made a few mistakes doesn't mean we're done" he says

He leans and kisses me and my mom comes in
I pull away quick
"Sorry mom"

"Don't stop on my account" she chuckled