Dimples

* Dimples Chapter 1 *

" I'm tired! Who do you want me or the streets! You say you

love me but it obviously you love the streets more. I've been sticking beside

you and going with the flow for too long I can't and I won't continue to do

this. I've been supportive I've shown you I have you back. Have you ever you shown me that! Tari I'm not doing this anymore you have to chose?"  My voice amplified over the T.V and down the hall and to Tari ears

"Look if it was that easy I would and you would be the choice but it not as bad as I wish it was. But if you want to go leave aint nothing stopping you " Tari said charging down the hallway in my direction pushing the tan carpet between his toes.

"You know when you use to say that it was a lie there was

something stopping me... love... but you just helped me realize your right there isn't anything stopping me"

I stormed out the house beyond pissed hurt confused and stressed.

Tari and  I  have been together for 4 years and when I met

him he was in school he had a legit job. He was sweet kind gentle and humble.

He knew what he wanted out of life and the direction in which path to take to get there. And I love that most about him. His desire not to fail in life was the key to his ambition but that same desire seem as if may thereason for his mass destruction. Every since his cousins E-Low came down from Detroit it's Been nothing but trouble all he was suppose to do is help get on his feet eally quickly which I oppose to in the first place and now it's like he's stuck in this life. I love him far more than I ever let him know and that is the main reason I am incepting to his life style. It's too dangerous he can't have me and that life. It's going to be one or the other!

Two nights past and we had not spoken one word or to one another.

Needless to say that for the past two years we have never been a night apart. We were explosive from the beginning.

He saw me walking on campus holding 3 books wearing this cute little sun dress on that allured my curves and but hide my figure. Come to find out we were both undergrad students at UCLA. He made his business to get my number but at the time I only wanted to focus, so I blew him off. Oh why did I do that? That made him want me more (let him tell it).

We played these cat and mouse for some time until he wore me

down.  But by the time he did I had already peeped his smooth caramel skin his big oval eyes his glisten dimpled smile and a body that made your mouth water. I fell for him instantly and we became the best of friends. I made him wait until I knew I had his heart before I released my goodies. That was magic on top of fireworks. But all of that may have all been a waste. I'm torn up about it. he didn't say bye. I feel like I'm losing him.

Wait my phone is ringing...

I stormed out the house beyond pissed hurt confused and stressed.

I and Tari have been together for 2 years and when I meet him he was school he

had a legit job. He was sweet kind gentle and humble. He knew what he wanted

out of life and the direction in which path to take to get there. And I love

that most about him his desire not to fail in life that was the key to his

ambition but that same desire seem as if may the reason for his mass destruction.

Every since his cousins e-low came down from Detroit it's Been nothing but

trouble all he was suppose to do is help get on his feet really quickly which I

oppose to in the first place and now it's like he's stuck in this life. I love him

far more than I ever let him know and that is the main reason I am incepting to

his life style. It's too dangerous he can't have me and that life. It's going

to be one or the other!

Two nights past and we have not spoken one word or to one

other. Needless to say that for the past two years we have never been a night

apart. We where explosive from the beginning he saw me walking on campus and

made his business to get my numbers but at the time I only wanted to focus so I

blew him off oh why did I do that they made him want me more (let him tell it)

so we played cat and mouse for some time until he wore me down.  But by the time he did I had already peeped

his smooth caramel skin his big oval eyes his glisten dimpled smile and body

that was hard as a rock!  I feel for him instantly

and we became the best of friends and I made him wait until I knew I had his

heart before I released my goodies. That was magic on top of fireworks. But all

of that may have all been a waste. I'm torn up about it or

wait my phone is ringing

"So what you're done you letting us go?" Tari asked from the

other end of the phone line

"No your letting usgo your more involved with what you got going than finishing you career you think what your doing is going to last forever you think that this don't come with consequences. "

"Yes I do know it that's why I can't get out just yet I keep

telling you to hold on just give me time I love you and I don't want to lose

you and I promise you I'm not being selfish my hands are just tied"

"Do you know how long you've been saying that do you know

how many restless night I've spent by myself worrying about you Tari huh?"

"Man just come home  and chill I don't want you out there man you

belong here babe I promise I'm going to change things just give me time man

E-lo got shit so crazy and ion want to leave him high and dry. Hello Hello"