orchids and tulips - an AvM/A fanfic

part 1: untrustworthy

                    MAJOR TW!!!

(Yellows pov.)

     As I walk in the living room, I spot purple, talking with green on the couch. Of course purple would be here, I thought, green has been inviting purple over almost every day since the Nether. Once they green released I was in the room he said, "oh, hey yellow!"along with purple saying, "hello yellow." I replied, "hi" then went to leave, but before I did, I noticed some new scars on purple's arms and wrists.

      Has he been doing night jobs again? I thought as I left the room. Even if he didn't that doesn't make his other actions better. I wouldn't even try talking to him after the Nether, especially now with everyone forgiving him. Tch, what did he do to earn our trust!? He never made up for what he did. I couldn't just let go of the past, he did so many unforgivable things! there's no way on hell I would forgive him that easy! He tried to hurt the Color Gang, and they expect me to forgive him that easily, He hurt the color gang!

     As I was lost in my thoughts, I bumbed into blue. "Hey yellow! You okay? You looked pretty lost in thought" blue exclaimed. "Y-yeah" I say. Blue smiles at me and asks "sooo, what were you so deep in thought about?" I say hesitantly, "i..still don't feel comfortable around purple, after what happened...." Blue has a mixed look of sadness and understanding on his face. He asures me that purple is no longer a threat, bit it all went in one ear and out the other.

     The next day was about the same, except, one thing. Purple had more cuts and some bandages on his arms. How was he even getting hurt this much. The only reason this would happen so much is.... The night jobs...... Has he been sneeking out and doing night jobs? Has no one except me notice this?

     Latter that night, during dinner, I stood up at the table. Everyone looked confused. "Purple... " I say. Purple looked surprised I said something to him, "y-yes yellow?" "You've been doing night jobs again, haven't you?"
Purple looked at me with I mixed look of confusion and surprise. "W-what no i-" I cut him of and grab his arm, to pull up his sleeve to show everyone his cuts and bandages. "Don't lie!! How else would you get all of these cuts?!?!

     Purple has a look of worry on his face, " y-you've noticed the cuts..... " everyone except green looks sad and betrayed. "This is undeniable proof, you cant possibly have a actual reason-" green cuts me off, "it's not what you think!"

     "Don't tell them.... Please... " purple says. Everyone, including me looks at purple, "look, if you don't tell me the reason, there is no way in hell I can trust you-" I stop talking, when I see purple's watery eyes. "Purple i-" he cuts me off, "do you really want to know that badly?" He asks.

I don't know if I want to answer that-