Inhale, exhale. That's what I have to tell my self just breath cause that's all I can stand to do. What do you call it when the only thing you can do is barely breath? When your struggling to keep your chest going up when inhaling or going down when I exhale. Even when I sit in the bath and think why don't I just drowned no one will notice. That's just what I think but maybe one day I'm not even barely breathing when my chest doesn't move because I've stopped inhaling and the last time I exhaled was my last breath. I just wish that I felt something or that I could do more than breath. I wish to be more than a body with out a soul a body that's barely breathing.
