Seth's POV:
"Beep,Beep,Beep" that annoying sound rang into my sleep state alerting me that it was time to wake up and start my day, a thing I dread doing. I rolled out of my bed and walked to my dresser to get my clothes together for school, I picked black skinny jeans a plain grey T-shirt a white zip up hoodie and white hi-top converse. Then I went to my bathroom to take a shower. After my shower and I was done getting dressed I straightened my hair out, grabbed a beanie my backpack and school books to head downstairs trying to get out the house before my father woke up. Luckily this was one of those mornings where he was still passed out from drinking to much the night before. Every since my mom died last year he's been nothing but abusive and filled with hate towards me, because he decides to blame me for my mom's death. It was because she was driving to my school to meet with my teacher to discuss my grades.
Flashback ;
I had just come home from school when I found my mom and dad waiting for me it was very clear that they were upset with me about something I just want sure what. Then my mom spoke "Seth is there anything you would like to tell us about school, anything about teachers, students or maybe your grades ?" Then I knew exactly what she was talking about so I quickly said " Mom I swear that I've been doing all my work at school and at home. I haven't skipped class or anything not even Physical Ed." Even though I knew I was grounded I still tried to let them know that I really was trying this year unlike all my past school years. My dad said "Seth your grounded, that means no computer, no cell phone, no going out, no iPod, and most of all no Roman for a week at least until this meeting at school is over and your mother figures out what's actually going on at that school." Well I knew then there was no arguing so I just took it without attitude and went to my room.
The meeting was a week after the phone call. While my mom was driving to my school she was on the phone with her job and she didn't see the two 18-wheelers coming at her in both directions. The hospital did everything they could to save her but she still died.
Flashback over
I felt tears stinging my eyes as I thought about my mom. She was one of the few people in the world that actually cared about me and loved me along with Roman my best friend since pre-k and Dean my boyfriend who's been by my side since fifth grade but has no clue what I go through every day just having him there when I needed someone to talk to or hold me just even as a distraction from everything those three will always have my heart. After another five minutes I finally arrived at school and I saw Dean and Roman talking by Romans car. So I walked over to run them and hugged them both Dean a little tighter and longer of course. I didn't get to really say anything before the bell rang and we all walked to class together.
