Victim of Eyes

Party

   As I walk to school on call with Charli just shit talking basically everyone we know trying not too think much about Betty. I think we don't want to think or talk about the dark thought of her not being here anymore. I tell her about Nathaniel.
O: So there's a boyyy
C: WHO WHO
O: his name is Nathaniel
C: Nathaniel..?
O: yeah.??
C: oli..
O: yea?
C: Nathaniel is rumoured to be bisexual and he cheated on his first girlfriend. He's kinda a legend throughout the highschools of our district. He's had one boyfriend and two girlfriends.
O: Stalker much?
C: everyone knows that Oli
O: everyone?
C: Obviously not you but to continue what I was saying... he was the schoo prankster for a while but from what Ellie said
O: ugh I love Ellie even though she's popular know she used to be our bestfriend but now she just respects us and is nice to us an everything
C: back to what i was saying AGAIN Ellie said that he likes to go fast in the talking stage but he likes to take things slow in the actual relationship.
"Hey I'm on call with Charli say hi" I say while I walk beside Nathaniel
"Alright"
N: Hey Charli
C: I know you like Omala but if you dare break her heart I'll break your fucking throat
N: I'll know not to mess with you
C: good
O: alright I'll see you at lunch Charli
C: see you!
    I hang up the phone with Charli. Walking with Nathaniel. He puts his arm around my shoulders again and I feel comforted. We walk into the halls and talk before I get to my classroom and leave him. It's a Friday today and we have that party after school to go too. "Hey freak"  Jonah says.
"No one actually cares Jonah" I say
"Go cry over your mom or something " he says. That was too fucking far.
"So fucking mature Jonah. Go blow your boyfriend Robert"
"The fuck did you say?" He says his face turning red
"Did I stutter?" I say to him
   "I'm not a fucking faggot like you" he says. I just sit down at my desk ignoring him at this point. I don't give enough fucks to say anything else anyways. I look out the window too the empty sky. I see little mushrooms growing across the bottom of a tree in a circle. A plane flys over the school at that exact moment and leaves a chemtrail. My first period ends and I walk through the hall and see Nathaniel in the hallway.
"You"
"Me"
   We say to eachother while walking the separate ways. He put his hair into a ponytail today with two strands of hair shaping his face. School shorty comes a to close and I walk home in the silence of the wind. While walking home I walk down Albright street. The old abandoned victorian house stares at me. I make it home and get upstairs. I put on a red dress and my grey sweater so I'm not so fancy. I put on my doc martins and call Charli.
C: hey!
O: hi you coming to pick me up soon?
C: in the car right now
I hear the turning signal sound.
O: alright we'll I'm ready so I'll se you in..?
I wait for in answer our of her
C: three minutes
O: okay love you!
C: love you too
    We hang up. I don't think it's weird to say I love you at friends, if you love them as a friend say you love them. I text Nathaniel and tell him to meet me at the front door. I hear Charlie's car and run downstairs. Stopped by my dad
"Are you going to be safe my Oli" me dad says worryingly. "Yes dad I'll be good and I won't drink" I say.
"Good girl" he says we say bye and I love you to eachother and I get in Charli's car.

    We make it too the party and I meet Nathaniel at the doorway "what's up?" He says to me.
"Well I just made it too Party which will most probably end up with bad choices". I say with a grin. We walk into the party and go our separate ways. I walk around the party and go to the kitchen to get a non alcoholic drink. I settle for some apple juice.
   I walk around the party some more and I settle on a coach next to the people smoking weed. Time passes and I decide to get an actual alcoholic drink I get a full cup of whiskey and throughout the next hour I down the full thing. I'm a bit tipsy now but that doesn't matter to me. I spot Nathaniel in the hallway and I think he notices that I'm a bit drunk. "Hey let's go upstairs" he says to me and follow him into a room. "Wanna watch a movie?" Nathaniel asks me.
"Sure" I say while turning on the tv while he is turning of the lights. I get under the blanket and he grabs the remote. "What movie?" He asks. "I really want to watch the little mermaid two" I say.
   "That movie makes me cryyy" holding the note of the y. "So..?" He finally agrees and puts on the movie. We're laying down and I fall asleep because of the whisky I consumed earlier. I don't know for how long I am asleep for but I wake up to see Nathenial crying..? Oh my god he's actually crying I think to myself. The movie ends and he lays down beside me.  
I turn over to face him and move closer to him.               
   I move so close that my hands are resting against his chest and he's hugging me while are legs are intertwined. He lets out a slight  chuckle and hugs me tighter. I fall asleep again in his grasp . I wake up I'm guessing about thirty minutes later because the bass beat is still rattling the floor. Nathaniel seems to also be awake. "Hey there sleepy head" he says to me smiling. "I'm so sorry this is a very weird position" I say to him but I still stay where I am.
   We both look at eachother in the eye and go into to kiss before we intruded by a random person. They leave and I just snug into Nathaniel closer. After ten minutes of us just talking and snuggling we get up and decide will continue when we get home. We leave the room and go into a separate room upstairs looking for Ellie (because she's hosting) so we say goodbye. We accidentally intrude on Jonah giving Robert a blowjob. "Holy fuck" I say while leaving the room and closing the door abruptly. "Get back here you little bitch!" Jonah yells while opening the door and dragging me into the room. Nathaniel runs but ends up getting held back by Robert in nothing but his boxers. "GET OFF HER" Nathaniel yells.
    "I won't say anything I swear" I say while crying. Jonah is sitting on my chest while he's holding both my arms down. "Nathaniel the thing you don't get about Oli is that she's a bull-fag lesbian " Jonah says while tilting his head. "I'm bisexual!" I say to him.
"Who fucking cares Omala. Because of what you saw I can't let you go free so" he looks at harshly. "Get ready for pain you gay freak!" He says. He looks over to my and snaps it. My arm completely turns purple and it's the bone is popping out. I shriek loudly before everything fades to black.