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Goodbye Internet

Dan's p.o.v

"So Phil this video is for you. I love you and if I can't be with you I don't want to be here anymore. Thank you for your friendship and for sticking with me. I love you so much. Well I guess this is goodbye internet."

I finish filming my video and decide not to edit it but instead to finally be truly honest with my viewers. I schedule my video to go up in 4 days and 15 hours. Exactly 1 hour after I commit suicide.

Well if I only have 4 days I'm going to call all my family and friends and tell them I love them, but I guess I can just do that tomorrow. For now I'm just going to sleep. I roll over into my cocoon of warmth that is my bed and sink into a dreamless state.

Phil's p.o.v

I say goodbye to Striker and narrowly miss a kiss from him by coughing and looking down. Tomorrow I need to end this, we just don't work and besides I don't love him, not the way I love Dan. I can't wait to just go home and see him.

I get home to see that Dan isn't in the living room and all the lights are off. He must be asleep. I go check his room to be sure. Opening the door I'm greeted by the sight of him lying on his bed curled up in a ball snoring slightly with his laptop still open on his bedside table. I go to close his laptop and see that he is still logged onto his YouTube account. I could have fun with this and upload a video of him sleeping. I go and get my camera and film him asleep. I say I came home and he wasn't answering me so I went to check on him and found this . I take out my memory card and insert it into his laptop. I go to his uploads and see a video is scheduled to upload 4 days and 14 hours from now. Why wouldn't he just upload it then? Why schedule it? I decide to watch it. Carefully I unplug his laptop and carry it to my room I then plug my earphones in and press play.

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"What? Dan loves me? And he's planning on committing suicide? Fuck! Oh my fucking God! Shit! Why? What am I going to do!" By now I'm bawling my eyes out and yelling. Shit I think I woke up Dan.

"Phil is that you?" I hear him yell to me.

"Yeah it's me." I manage to choke out.

"Are you okay?" And I can practically see the cute worried smile on his face. He's suicidal and he's asking if I'm okay?

"Can you please come here Bear?" I ask him practically begging. I just need to hold him and to know that he's okay.

Dan's p.o.v

I'm suddenly woken when I here sobbing and load cries. Is that Phil? Is he okay? I stand up and go to my door to hear better. I can definitely here sobbing coming from Phil's room. It must be him. I walk into the hall and shout to him.

"Phil is that you?" I ask warely.

I hear a choked reply of "Yeah it's me"

"Are you okay?" I ask him letting my true worry seep through into my voice.

"Can you please come here Bear?" He nearly begs me.

"Of course Lion" I say at once. I just need to hold him and know that he's okay.

I open his bedroom door and see him sitting on his bed with my laptop in front of him. The page it's open on. My suicide video

"Shit" Is all I can say.

The tears start falling. I can't do anything right. He found out about my suicide before it even happened. No wonder he doesn't love me. These thoughts just make me sob harder.

"Bear" I hear him say in a devastated tone. And that's all it takes for me to grab him and bawl my eyes out into his chest as he rubs my back and whispers sweet things to me.

After about an hour of sobbing spread equally between us. He finally asks the question I've been dreading.

"Why?"

"You know why" is all I say.

"No I really don't Dan. I know why you felt suicidal but I don't know why you thought that I didn't love you. Why Dan?" He asks me.

"Because your seeing someone else!" I scream at him. "I watch you day in day out be cutsie with Striker and never once do you act as though you don't have feelings for him. That's why!"

"I don't love him! I love you, you moron!" He shouts back before grabbing the back of my neck and kissing me roughly. I don't hesitate to kiss him back just as passionately. He grabs my butt and lifts me onto his lap, making me moan into the kiss. He starts to grind his hips into mine.

He breaks the kiss and starts kissing down my jaw towards my ear.

"I love you Bear"
He whispers into my ear.

"I love you too Lion" I whisper back. Before me and Phil both lie down and cuddle each other. Before floating into a deep, peaceful sleep, this time. Together

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A/N so that was my first fan fiction. How was it? I wrote this at like 10 pm so it's probably crappy but hey, who cares? I wanted to make it really cutsie and not to sad as I would probably cry... Thank you to anyone that's read this I really appreciate it. Thank you to Mya for proof reading it for me! You guys should go check out her story it's called " adopted by Dan&phil " but it's a got a twist!

Peace out assholes xx