Twisted Wonderland (Male Reader Insert)

07

(Your P.O.V)

As for right now I was lying down on the couch with Lilia-san having his thighs as my head pillow while he rakes his fingers against my (h/c) locks, this is nice. Never felt a father's love before, since Kyou and I practically are close with my mother, my father is always neglecting us for being not good enough or a waste of space.

Not to mention, he also loathes all of my friends that have no magic or weak, he always says that I'll be no use in the future along with Kyou. That old man knows how to get under my skin.

If only.. I could just eliminate him. Take him out of the picture.. so that's just me, Kyou, our siblings and mom.

"Beastie? Beastie, hey. Snap out of it."

"Nii-san, daijobu deska? What's wrong?"

I shook my head out trance as I met the eye of those ruby, magenta-like gems. Lilia-san, he looked concerned as he massaged my temple with his gloved thumb, "There you are, I got you, dear child. Mind telling me what's in those little heads of yours?" he asked with such gentleness lured in his voice.

I sat up as I thought for a while, those were my negative thoughts..

What was I thinking? Thinking of disposing my father like that, I mean.. I know I loathe him but that doesn't mean that I have the right to eliminate him from our family picture..

I faced Lilia with a visible tired looking face I had before speaking, "Gomen, Lilia-san.. Kyou.. I was just with my intrusive thoughts, I guess.." I massage my head to ease the dizziness. He shook his head while gently patting my head with his gloved hand, "No worries, child. Whatever that is on your negative mind, you better avoid it," he advised.

Kyou sat beside me with his hand patted my back as he looked at me with a sympathetic smile on his face, "Nii-san, you're thinking about the old man, right? Times like this, you barely know people and one person could make you feel negative right now.. and that is him," he emphasised 'him' full of venom as his eyes sharpened like the birds of the predator.

The topic also seems to peak Lilia's interest. He relaxed his body against the black couch, "I may seem to be intervening your privacy but.. may I ask, who is this "old man" that you're talking about, Kyou? He seems to be the reason why Beastie is in trance with his intrusive thoughts," he sounds so concerned about me, he should be as well with Kyou.

"Well," Kyou started, "He is, of course, our so-called father. He's the one who made nii-san so insecure about everything he does.." he sighed disappointingly.

"True, but to be more specific, every single damn thing that is useful and helpful for our lives, which includes housework, self training, helping other people around was nothing for him," I took off my gloves and stare at the scarred palms after all of the work I did, "All of the handwork that I did was useless for him."

The fae took my hands as he looked at the dried scars on my palms with his brows furrowed before caressing it gently, like he's afraid to reopen the cuts.

"Dear child of mine.. how long has this been going? Moreover, have you been treating your cuts right?" He asked with concern and worried lacing out from his voice, I shook my head for saying "no". His brows ceased more, before glittering green light swirling around on both of our hands.

In a matter of minutes, all of the old, deep cuts are healed perfectly. It only leaves small and noticeable battle scars.

"There, that's better now, ain't it?" He smiled brightly in accompaniment before letting go of my hands.