Twelve o' clock

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Tagu-taguan maliwanag ang buwan pagkabilang kong sampu nakatago na kayo.

Isa.
Dalawa.
Tatlo.

"Lilith! Open the door!" Mom screamed, so I immediately opened the door to my room.

When she entered, she immediately locked the door.

"Many guests will come later because it's your sister's birthday. You will get your food later downstairs because Manang Jen is busy preparing it. After you get the food, go up to your room right away. Is that clear?"

I just nodded in agreement.

"And by the way, before twelve o'clock, you should be tied. Don't forget it."

I locked the door after Mom left. I moved my gaze to the chains scattered across the floor.

When am I going to be normal?

I went right away to the window, but the kids who had been playing earlier had left. Perhaps they were sent home because it was late.

I could see my sister's visitors coming from here.

Mom said that my sister's birthday is important, so I shouldn't mess it up. I hope to experience it myself someday. But when is that going to happen?

I decided to go down because I was hungry. I walk slowly so that no one notices me.

I don't want to disobey my mother because she might punish me again.

When I entered the kitchen, I noticed fear in the eyes of our other maids.

"Oh, Iha, I thought you wouldn't come down. I was going to take your food upstairs," Manang Jen smiled as she handed me the bag of food.

"Thank you po..."

As I exited the kitchen, I turned to see my sister, who was holding a roses and dressed in a floral gown while being danced to by a man.

When can I experience that? Mom said I need to be normal first. How can I be normal? I'm seventeen years old, but I'm still like this.

I continued walking, but suddenly someone blocked my path, so I bumped into his side.

"Oh...I'm sorry, are you alright?"

I looked at the young man I bumped into. He held my arm, which I immediately took back and went up. When I entered my room, I immediately locked it.

I almost messed up! Fortunately, they were busy watching my sister while dancing.

I sat at my small table. I opened the backpack that Manang gave me. A lot of raw meat and animal blood. After I finished eating, I cleaned my hand by licking it.

11:25 p.m

I climbed into bed after picking up the chain that was lying around on the floor. Now that Mom wasn't there to help me, it was difficult for me to tie myself up.

12:00 a.m

I constantly die. Like my soul leave my body for a while and it will be back when it's morning.

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Manang Jen woke me up the following morning and helped in removing the chain from my body. My body hurts a lot, much like before, especially my hands and feet. Maybe because there's a lot of people downstairs.

Manang Jen finished tidying up my room and left. No other servant dared to come up here to my room. It's not that they know I'm not normal, they just know that I'm crazy and mentally ill. That's what my mother told them.

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