the last chapter backfired
my girlfriend broke up with me last night. 6 and a half months for nothing. idek what I did wrong. she said she was losing feeling for me. I can't even bring myself to respond to her texts. I just feel numb and I don't have an appetite now and idk how to go on. she was my rock. and the only reason I'm still alive. she helped me through almost relapsing. I told her everything. I felt so comfortable with her. and her parents liked me. her birthday present was $100. I bought her a present for our 6 months that I hadn't gotten to give her yet. it had a squishmellow, a bunch of candy, and a candle. they're mine now🤗
I know I'll be okay. well. I hope I will. I had started thinking about the next school year with her. we're both in marching band and I thought about how we would be going on the trips together. I guess not though
I'm so tired of finding someone to love just to get crushed
