All New (SamMon)

I don't care

Sam POV

Mon forgave me again and now I feel like my happiness is finally back after a year of struggling with depression if I told Mon that I intended to have my life I'm sure she will be very angry with me and I don't want that, we just made up and had a romantic moment again and I don't want to ruin everything again because of me and my stupid thoughts

Now it was 2 in the morning and Mon was sleeping, I tried to sleep but I didn't succeed so I gave up

I wasn't looking at the phone because for more than 3 hours I have been receiving messages from grandmother, she called me too but I don't want to communicate with this woman anymore

She raised me and I'm grateful for that, but because of her Neung left and Song died and I was her doll

This is not love, the love she said she has for me is not true, that's just what she wanted me to believe, I opened my eyes when Mon left when we met last time, when we were taking pictures with Kirk for the wedding
to look like a "happy soon married couple"

But I gave up fighting then because Mon was going to England and I...had no one

My friends couldn't talk to me because of grandmother, so I can't be angry with them, they had no way of knowing what I was feeling and what was happening in my life at that moment

They did not have a choice and I cannot condemn them

My phone kept buzzing and sometimes lighting up because it was calling me but I still had no reason to answer

If Mon woke up because of her insistence, I don't care if it's blood from my blood, I'm causing a scandal

I thought Mon was waking up but luckily she just turned on the other side, most likely she felt numb on that side

My light

Suddenly I fell like I'm gonna cry but I don't want to wake Mon

I looked at my phone and I swear I want to throw it to stop making any noises

"Sam.."

"Yes love,I'm here,are you alright?"

"I want your hug please"

"Of course Teerak"

I held Mon in my arms and felt her fall back asleep, now I feel like I can finally sleep

Mon will always make me feel at home, in her arms everything is okay

It's my safe zone

Mon always been my safe zone

My Teerak

I felt my eyes close slightly and let them to closed, feeling the need to sleep
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Grandmother POV
After Sam divorced Kirk(back in time)

"Grandmother"

"Kirk,tell me you found her"

"Grandmother,I respect her decision and I always will,you need to to that too.We divorced,I signed the divorce papers and I talked with her too"

"WHY,ARE YOU DUMB KIRK?HOW COULD YOU DO THAT,DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I DID FOR YOU TWO TO BE MARRIED?WHY DIDN'T YOU INFORM ME WHERE SHE WAS?"

"SHE DOESN'T WANT YOU IN HER LIFE ANYMORE"

"I'M HER-"

"YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND YOU NEARLY KILLED HER WITH ALL THIS SELFISHNESS,I TALKED TO YOU ABOUT THIS BUT YOU NEVER LISTENED.WELL IT LOOKS LIKE YOU NEED TO LISTEN"