Sabrina Spellman switches places

Squishmellows and Revenge

I was sitting on the bed, looking at all the glorious squish mellows. There was one that looked like a cow and a seal at the same time. I squeezed it close to me and took in a deep breath, the air from the window sill felt very comforting to me almost as if I was back in Tennessee. My childhood may have been filled with unwanted memories.  But I'll never forget the smell of the grassy fields and the hay Bells as my mom drove by different people's houses. Or the sound of my brother running through the house on a hot summer day. I took in these memories and I smelled the squish mellow that I was holding. It smelled like berries and it reminded me of the fact that my brother always loved waffles with strawberries and whipped cream on top. He always used to complain whenever mom didn't make these and it made it h*** for me because his father would come home and eventually give him the beating of a lifetime. Yes you heard me right he would actually come home and give him the beating of a lifetime over some strawberries and whip cream. I grew to detest him in my early adolescence. This man who is supposed to protect me and care for me called me a whore at the tender age of 12.

So I gave my inner child 10 more minutes of holding on to a stuffed animal that was new and beautiful, well breathing in the air coming through the window sill the powder blue curtains reminded me of my childhood, The parts I liked anyway. Now in the present I was dating zolda Spellman but to be honest I just wanted some time for myself. I want a time to let my inner child out and to let her have the things that people had denied her. I will never know the reason for them being so abusive. So it's time that I give up trying and I just enjoy these few moments. Spring and comes through the door and takes off her school bag. I prepare to get the scolding of a lifetime. But Sabrina is very sweet and she allows me to hold the swish mellow and take in a few more breathes before announcing her presence. "Um , Hi I didn't know you were here"  She said stumbling in almost as if she sorry that she intruded. " No it's your room I'm sorry". She stepped towards me careful do not make any sudden movements. " Are you OK? " She asked me this in such a way that seemed like she was scared to approach me but I knew why. "yes, I like it in your room it smells nice and it's very comforting". She walked towards me after taking off her school bag "yeah, it smells like Jasmine" she smiled.

I looked up from the squish mellow and said "well, I'll leave you alone now"  She hesitated "no stay" she said sweetly taking off her backpack and trying to walk towards me so that she wouldn't spook me.  " You don't have to give that back "she said nicely touching my hand. It was the 1st time in a long time that somebody had shown me such kindness. I was used to someone constantly having me on eggshells for telling me that they could touch my stuff but I could not touch theirs. " Are you regressing sweets? " She asked very nicely and I knew what to say. "  Yes, I do it everyday".  She pulled back a little bit and thought to herself "OK well I'm back now from Baxter high and I've got a little bit before I go to the Academy qushe leaned forward and gave me a hug " If you need anything my aunties are downstairs "  She said going downstairs.  The way to tell she was at the door and then I spoke "wait,  Could you do something for me? " She turned around and asked "yeah? Looked up at her with a sense of longing" can I switch bodies with you even for just a day? "  She looked at me with the resting place that was actually rather sweet and comparison to Katie's " Honestly, I don't think that's a very good idea. " I sat there for a minute trying to contemplate what to say next.

" Besides, I'm only home from the Academy for a few minutes " She spoke softly in a voice I never thought I'd hear again. I looked up at her trying not to be sad, "well I have another idea. If you get time, and I give you an address will you send someone a message? " I felt bad for asking because I knew what this meant but at the same time I needed this closure. " What kind a message? "she asked. " Because I don't have a lot of time".  I looked up at her "I want you to tell someone that the game is ove one and that she will never Devin again"  I said to her. " OK, Let me get a piece of paper ". She wrote it down effortlessly after I gave her the address.   She looked at me. "What did this person do? ". So I explained to her all the gas lighting and the hallucinations and the constant chasing of Devon hallucination for which Katie lived for. " She treats him like a God Sabrina."  I looked at her and I composed myself. " She made him up in her head and he is the most evil son of a b**** that never lived" .  I wanted to get back at her I wanted to hurt her like she hurt me and leave her like she me,  to die.  " What about an accurate? Just be safe".  My body was shaking but not as much as my mind. " I've got to clean my sheets OK? " I looked at her and I went to go downstairs. " Thank you Sabrina "I smiled and walked downstairs.

" What exactly happened between you two?"  She asked curiously. I looked up at her and said "She threw me overboard for a male hallucination caused me depression, angish and insomnia too".  "did you leave?" Sabrina asked. "Yes,  But I would kill to have my innocence back ".   It was the 1st time I ever admitted such a thing. For I hated the seem weak.  But it was the truth and I needed to tell somebody. I vowed I would never be in that position again.  It was hard every single day carrying it around. I figured this was the only resolution. I would love for there to be another way but there was'nt or so I thought.