lo'ak and tsireya one shots

it's ok am here!

This past few weeks lo'ak was going through a lot . He didn't talk , eat or even go outside. 

Last week lo'aks grandma had passed away and he couldn't handle this pain . He cried all the tears from his body.  Tsireya stayed with him to take care of him. Five days after loak's had lost an important match.  He wasn't focus , all he was thinking was his grandmother which he love from all his heart . And his anxiety was back. He had very bad anxiety and he couldn't handle it too . So he started smoking to stop it . Tsireya wasn't aware of it . She hated when loak use to smoke. But this helped him to calm down from all of his problems. 

Tsireya tried her best to make loak happy.  She tried to make his favourite dishes, tried to buy him cute stuff and even tickle him but it always failed . She hated to see him like this , he was always the one who made her smile and happy and she owe him that .

This day tsireya needed to go grocery shopping and she was looking for loak . So she went to look  in the backyard and what she found was loak smoking.  She wasn't happy at all so she yelled at him which was a really bad idea " WHAT ARE YOU DOING " loak turn to face her . His eyes was red and he smelled really bad ( from the weed he was smoking) " didn't I tell you to stop its really bad for you !" She said approaching him . loak couldn't say nothing it was like someone had muted him . She suddenly took his cigarette and throw it in the pool . " we need to go to the grocery store hurry " she says a bit mad .

Loak's pov
I was struggling with my life . When my grandma died it was like my would was going to crash . I loved her so much . And I went to visit her really frequently. And when she died I wasn't even here next to her . I felt guilty.  My anxiety was back and it was worst . I didn't tell reya about it . I started to smoke again and I know it's bad for me but its all that calm me down. I got scared when reya saw me smoking and I couldn't say a word . The only thing I need was her and only her .

No one's pov
They got in the car and loak was smoking really bad like weed . This made tsireya sick she hated this odour. They didn't talk that much . They we at a red light when suddenly loak's hand started to shake . He knew that it was a really bad sign.  Tsireya wasn't paying attention to loak . And then she heard loak breathing loudly so she looked at him . Loak was trembling and he was suffocating for air, tsireya asked him to pull over and he did so . Tsireya didn't know what was happening.  " tsireya I can't do it i can't " he said to her " what is happening loak? " she ask gently   " my anxiety is back ." He said holding his chest " oh baby! " she exclaimed " tsireya help me please " he said crying " ok listen you need to breath ok " she said while holding his chest " let's go to the back ok so I can help you better " she say to him . As they get to the backseat loak hold her hand really tight " tsireya I can't am gonna die" he says still cry " no you are not " she says as she caresses his head " ok breath in breath out " she says demonstrating to him . He did so . He was all sweaty and his shirt was wet , so tsireya took it off " it's okay am here loak " she says as she took him to her chest rocking him sides to sides like a baby " you are gonna be fine am here with you " she says kissing his hair.  In this situation loak turn back to be a baby . He started to feel dizzy " reya I feel a bit dizzy " he says in a whisper.  " it's ok I have some snacks in my bag " she says to him gently as she try to reach for her bag . She give him a juice and cookies that she prepared herself . He sits back and eat it . " you know that am here for you any time and you can talk to me about your problems " she says as she put her hand on his thigh ,  Loak nodded.  He loved when someone took care of him like that he love that tsireya was here with him in those type of situations. 

Once he finished his drink he layed back in reya arm . She was so little compared to loak but she was really strong.  She continued to rock loak from sides to sides . Loak heart beat was back to the normal and he had calmed down. " I love how you treat me " he says looking in her bright blue eyes " really !" She says gently " mhm you will be a good mother " he exclaimed with a big smile.  Tsireya blushed at his words . " we better go home " she says as she kiss loak  " but the groceries? " he questioned " I'll go tomorrow " she muttered. 

Tsireya drived because loak wasn't feeling like he wanted to . She was shock how loak could become a baby in less than 1 seconds . She love him  so much and owe him so much love . Once home loak wanted a hug and tsireya gave him what he wanted. They cuddled for long hours when loak finally fell asleep in reya 's arm.

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So this is a sad one hope you like it