Complicated love

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Chapter1: Love Struck

I sat on the wet grass thinking about my future if I will ever find love, get married and have children. 'Will JQ Clarke have a family of her own twin girls, a house with a husband?' I was so lonely.I went to school and everyone was thinking the same thing. We all knew it was puberty. Kimmy was taking it well. She read romance novels and sugested we all should read romance novels. We all agreed and read Love struck a book on Wattpad. At the end of the week I finished the book but everyone was at Chapter 2 and they started before me. I knew I would finish it first because I am the class nerd just because I wear braces and glasses.They don't know  because they are in a different class and I wear contacts when I'm around them and cover my mouth when talking and say I have a cold.Before I could take of my contacts and put my glasses on a boy walk pass me and I bumped in to him. I never noticed him before but he was hot. He helped me up and asked if I was OK I said yes and he introduced himself. His name was Bruce Gentles. I froze in time, made a kissy face and totally embarrassed myself. I asked if he went to this school for a long time. He quickly said no. He was blushing the whole time we we're talking and could not stop. We talk for an hour. I became late for class. That wasn't like me because I am the nerd in the class and I'm always on time. In class I could stop thinking about him and how he doesn't know I'm a nerd and that wear glasses I think I'm in love!!                             

hey just finished chapter 1 yaaaaaa                                                            

Chapter2:hang out with my crush    

The next day I decided to show him the real me.But when I saw him he could never like me so I of course  put on my contacts and forgot about my braces.I said hi and he asked when I got braces I told him the truth and said when I was only 8. He asked where I'm heading for I panicked because I didn't want him to know I was antisocial and said I'm gonna sign up to be a tutor.He said he needed tutoring because  he's behind class because of football training in my mind I was saying he's athletic and cute he is generous he is perfect I zapped back to reality and said that I would be happy to tutor him as he walked away I squealed with happiness.Everyone stared because nerds don't squeal they snort.I figured this was my chance to have the future I want.There was one thing missing when is it I used the phone book found his number and asked when we should study he said Saturday which is tommorow so I picked out my best outfit which was blue suspenders  and a black skirt with an orange blouse with a smilie face.No cool girls never wears this so I went shopping and used my mom's  credit card.When I came home it was 9:00pm and the weird thing is my mom didn't ground me she said she was proud of me because I am now social but I just ignore the fact that I could have been raped or killed and went to my room to try my new dress on the dress was red which was covered with sparkles and was not  really my style but all the other girls were wearing it so I bet it's fashionable.

Chapter3 tutoring the hunk 

It was the day and I went to the park as he said and saw him swinging on a red swing with a red rose in his hand I of course put on my contacts and decided to tell him the truth.He saw me and hugged me like he knew  me for years and handed me the rose.He said it's a thank you for tutoring him.I told him he didn't have to do that but he insisted.I told him we were going to start with fraction he sighed softly and I told him it was like football (like in the movie they find a way to tutor the Jock).At the end he got it and it was already 6:00pm he asked if I wanted to talk about circumference at his house and I said sure I asked when and he chucked and said now I told him yes even though I didn't talk to my mom about it.All of a sudden a limo rolled up in front me he opened the door and I got in.While the Butler was driving he said if this means I like him more because I'm rich.I told him no because I don't judge people like that.For the rest of the ride I was quiet and I was thinking when he said like me does he mean in a friend way or girlfriend way.The car stopped and I came out and saw a huge mansion I was shoked and went in Bruce led me to his room his room was blue and had tmnt posters of Leonardo in his room I sat on his huge water bed and he asked ifvi wanted something to eat I told him I didn't want to bother his parents he said they won't because he had a Butler he clapped his hand 3 times and a man with a pin that said Sir Arnold carried a tray of vanilla  ice cream I took 2 cups with 2 scoops on each.After I was finished I talked about circumference and when I finished it was 10:00.Bruce asked if I wanted to sleep over and I told him I had to tell my mom and immediately called her she squealed on the phone and said her antisocial catipiller termed into a social butterfly and she also said I could stay there.I told Bruce the good news and Sir Arnold provided me a room and a night gown and close for in the morning that he said I can keep.I was up reading a mother romance novel when Bruce knocked on the door I know it was him because the Butler would say madam may I come in.I opened the door and he said he wanted to be truthful to me and said that his parents are dead and that they died in a car crash and he inherited all their money I told him in sorry for his losses and said that he has been thuthful to me and if I want to tell him something I struggled to say no and he said that I'm a great and thuthful person and that he likes me.I went to sleep as he left.The next morning I woke up put on the clothing the Butler gave me and head to the kitchen there I saw Bruce eating Ham,Bacon,eggs and sausages.I licked my lips and took my plate and said good morning.He smiled and said it upside down day and that it was 1:00 in the afternoon I told him I accidentally slept away.When I was finished I asked if I could get a drive home and the Butler drives me to my house I said bye to Bruce and the butler and walked inside and my mom hugged me and asked what I was wearing I told her the Butler gave me.She was in shok and she asked what happened and she said I should tell him the real me but I told her I would soon.I wondered what would happen tomorrow at school what would he say or do.Chapter4 best day ever: I went to school the next day with my glasses in my bag and my contacts on just in case to tell Bruce the truth I looked everywhere and I could not find him then someone  covered my eyes. The person said I should guess who it was I don't have lots of friends so I said Kimmy and the person said no.The person let go and it was Bruce he had a rose and a box of chocolate in heart shaped and asked of we could be a thing and I said yes immediately but I struggled when saying it because I knew I have been hiding the main part of my life that I'm a nerd!!! He hugged me while I was thinking about the fact that I should tell him when he said he loves how truthful I am.I felt so guilty.He put his hand over me and asked if I wanted to go to the movies after school I said yes because it could be a mother chance to tell him my identity.I called my mom while I was in the limo and she said yes and that I should tell him the truth I didn't reply because Bruce was staring at me with him handsome brown eyes and saying how pretty I am and stroking my hair I felt like my heart was on sure because of guiltiness.When we arrived we got tickets to see the book I was reading in movie form he bought us 1 large drink with 2 straws and a giant popcorn.Before the movie started I was about to tell him but the movie started.When the movie started the Ac turned on and it was super cold he gave me his Janet because I forgot mine.It was sweet but I felt bad because he was also freezing.When I put my hand in the popcorn I touched his hand and that was always in those romantic movies with teens.At one point he tried holding my hand but I denied it he tried again andvhe looked kinda despret like a puppy so i held his hand and I fell asleep  on his shoulder he woke me up when it was break and I went outside with him to get something  sweet to eat.He bought me a jumbo Snickers for me and finished the movie.Turns out I fell asleep and Bruce carried me home and my mom asked if I told him yet but he had no clue what he was saying and he left looking angry.I know this because my mom told me.

Chapter5:the confection!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I went to school and Bruce walked up to me and asked what I was hiding from her.I told him I would shoe him and put my glasses on and put my suspenders on.He gave me a weird look and said that we should see other people.My heart died inside I just got a boyfriend  and he broke up with me.I ran home and missed my classes and missed school for a week.Mom didn't mind since it was my first break up but she said only for a week.After that week I went to school in my regular nerd outfit and I had so many toilet paper in my bag my bag became heavy  and nerd bags are not ready we study or books as we get them and yes got all this nerd things in a book since I was antisocial since I was 8.The whole class I was thinking all those dreams about a husband a love in my life children they never came through and I think this is my mom's  fault but it's  mine because I didn't tell him and now I'm lonely.When I got home I got in my PJ's and cryed my self to sleep and in the morning the door bell rang I would fresh up but I didn't care because I didn't think it was Bruce.But to my suprize it was him saying that he really loves me and loves me the way I am I told him that I'm a nerd a freak and need to brush my teeth( I embarrassed my self) Bruce said he didn't care and gave me a box of chocolate my favourite kind and a new high tech phone that nerd normally never have I looked at him and told him he can't buy me and he held me down and kissed me( even though my breath smelled).And to this day I am 29 and am pregnant.with twins  and still h as he not told him I just told him I'm fat.Well our love will always be complicated.(this book is not real)

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⏰ Last updated: May 29, 2015 ⏰

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