Nothing has changed//chardre fanfiction

Kiss!

Charlie's pov:
Charlie placed his hand on Leo's  thigh, god this boy made him crazy,

Leo looked up with his hazel brown eyes slightly sparkling in the light. He noticed the young boys eyes started tearing up,
Oh no,
Wait did i do something, my hand it's on his thigh, I didn't even realise,

Leo's pov:

Wait am I crying? Why am I crying? Damn I've become emotional. Leondre devries pull your self together.

As the tears keep coming, I notice Charlie looking at me he looks confused,
"Are you okay?" He exclaimed
"I don't know," I shrugged. He pulls me into a hug, I can hear his soft breaths joined with his slow heartbeat, the tears finally stoped so I looked at him, his blue ocean eyes staring into mine, I look down, suddenly I feel a soft hand on my chin, Charlie lifts my face up with his thumb, god this makes my stomachs do flips, he looks me in the eyes and says " I love you"

Wait I love you what does that mean, obviously I know what it means but, does he mean it in a friend way or more than friends, omg this is confusing,

"Sorry I shouldn't have said that it kind of just came out." He looks away and starts the car.

The awkward silence is killing me!

About 10 minutes into the journey home, he places his left hand on my thigh again , he always does this but this time it felt like it meant more,we come to a shop,so he pulls into the big Asdas car park and looks at me,
I blush, so does he, his long eye lashes fluttering when he blinks his cheeks a rosey red,his plump red lips soft and moisturised, he leaned in, I sat there in shock for about 3 seconds, then I slowly lean in our lips connect, his warm hand placed on my neck giving me goosebumps, making the butterflies in my stomach go crazy, it felt like fireworks was exploding around us, the kiss was slow but, passionate our lips colliding, I slid my tongue across Charlie's bottom lip asking for entrance,he slowly opened his mouth, our tongues fought for about 30 seconded, he won, we both pulled away at the same time, obviously because we both need to breathe,

Charlie smirked,
"I guess we should go home?!" He giggled
I blushed a bright red
Hoping he didn't notice,
Why did I kiss him he's not a girl obviously but I've never felt the need to kiss someone like that before , I mean his eyes his lips his nose and god his hands everything is so perfect about him, yeah I've looked at him before but never really studied him, like I've only just noticed the small freckle underneath his left eye,
Wait I'm staring
"Charlie are you okay you kinda staring at me." He says staring into my eyes.
I'm not gay am I?