Sometimes things don't go as planned.
I was hurt, guilty, mad,etc. But if I'm telling the truth Im just scared.
Me and darly dixon always had this mutual understanding of each other both of us were to stubborn for our on good.
I was sat in one of the watch towers setting on the floor with darly.
"So you gonna tell me what happened."
I hear darly's rough voice. He wasn't exactly pleased with me at the moment.
"Do I have to."
"Yea, unless you want me to tell carl your up here hiding."
He sat down beside me.
I had blown up at carl early this morning.
He just uh.
" Fine stay quiet, CA-"
Darly began to yell but before he can I yelled fine.
"..."
"Go on then."
"He. He. Fuck, He just won't take no for a answer. He ceps trying to help me. I'm NOT WEAK I DON'T NEED HES FUCKING HELP. OR HES SO CALLED LOVE."
I blurted out as darly's eyes widen a bit.
He laughed a little.
HE LAUGHED.
THIS ISN'T A JOKE.
" IM NOT JOKING, HE WONT STAY AWAY HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO PRETEND TO HATE HIM WHEN HE DOES HIS CARL GRIMES STUFF. I MEAN HOW CAN I FOCUS WHEN HE HAS THAT STUPID SMILE. OR THAT LAUGH. OR THE WAY HE SMIRKS WHEN I HAVE TO AMENT IM WRONG OR THAT I NEED HIS HELP. HE JUST UGH."
I screamed out loud more then in my head as I thought.
At this point darly was hysterical.
"WHATS SO FUNNY."
At this point angry tears were boring down my face.
"Kid calm down, I know exactly what to do."
Darly wiped a tear from his eye. And continued.
"Go up to him and kiss him."
"WHAT KIND OF ADVICE IS THAT."
"I I I I HATE HIM."
Darly snouts
" No kid. That filing that's got you all crazy is love."
"what"
I wispered
love?
Me?
Never?
