blood spill

Black Lights

Lana's p.o.v.

Kokoa rested on the bed for a little bit as Ayumi and satoshi made conversation and I sat by the window staring outside.

"Hey, just wanted to say thanks for killing that girl for me." Ivory said walking up behind me. I nodded still not looking away from the window.

"You should be happy, celebrate." She said smiling.

I turned around and looked at her.

"Be happy, celebrate? For killing someone?" I stood up and walked out of the room.

I stood in the rain out on the steps and I heard footsteps approaching.

"I'm not in the mood for a lecture, kokoa, I'll apologize to ivory later." No one said anything so I looked and it was satoshi.

"...Your not kokoa...." I said turning back to look at the rain. He walked up and stood there for a few seconds. I sighed, I hate awkward silence.

"What do you want satoshit?" I snapped at him after a few more minutes of awkward silence. He smirked and glance at me but still didn't say anything.

I clenched my teeth and glared at him.

"Did you just come out here to annoy me or what?!" I said through clenched teeth. He shrugged and looked out at the rain.

"Kokoa wanted me to come get you..." He said looking back at the door.

"Well, go run back to your girlfriends cause i ain't coming!" I snapped at him again. He looked puzzled.

"Girlfriends...?" I rolled my eyes.

"Don't be stupid every girl in that room likes you, so don't be a retard we're all tired and upset and the last thing I need right now is a dumb boy and a bunch of girls staring at his every move so just don't be stupid!!" I yelled at him.

He stood there looking at his hands for a while and then looked back at the door and then back at his hands.

"...They all like me?..." He asked like a little boy.

I sighed and rubbed my hands through my hair. "Yep, don'y know about ivory...." I said looking at satoshi and was surprised by the tears forming in his eyes.

"I wonder...what yuka...would think about this......" He said putting his head in his hands and sitting on the floor. I stood there and stared at satoshi as he cried and suddenly felt really bad... I loved yuki like a little sister... like hina.

I felt bad that I didn't have the time to save her and that I wasn't with her for the whole time in this hell.

I sat down next to him in awkward silence and watched him cry.

Your not doing anything you idiot, do something, stop being locked in your own little box and see other people for once! a voice in my head yelled at me.

I didn't know what to do, I never know what to do...but what would I do if this was hina? I imagined that this was my little sister sitting here crying because she had left her favorite my little pony, rainbow dash, at the park.

And like a a bell going of in my head, like an instant reflex, I hugged him.

I have to admit I was surprised I had done such a thing, not being able to hug anyone ever sense my sister died. I guess it was a surprise for him to because there was an odd silence and then he hugged me too. It felt like forever before i finally let go of him.

"You okay?" I said smiling at him. He smiled and nodded. i stood up and held out my hands.

"Come on let's go back inside." I smiled brightly and he took my hand. I helped him up and we walked back inside.

Right before we entered the room I turned and looked at him.

"Don't want it to look like you where crying now do we?"

I whipped the tears from his eyes and smiled.

"There, now kokoa won't ask any questions." I went to open the door handle.

"Wait, you got tears on yo face too."  He said as I turned and looked at him and he whipped the tears from my face also.

"I never cried, it's from the rain." I said confused.

He shook his head and looked down at me.

"No you started crying when you hugged me...right?"

I shook my head and then touched my face and sure enough there where tears streaming down my face.

"Oh... I was crying cause of my...sister.."

I sighed. He squinted his eyes.

"What happened to your sister anyway?"

I laughed nervously and sighed.

"Look it's a long story, okay?" I turned to walk away an he grabbed my arm.

"We have time..." I sighed and sat on the floor and satoshi sat down too.

"Really it's.... It's a long story and it's... it's sad."

He smiled and nodded.

"I like sad stories... just not scary ones..."

I laughed and rubbed the back if my neck.

"Well, me and Hina had just gone to the park..."

And I sat there for a while and spilled my guts to satoshi and best of all, I got a new friend, and made a special bond.