TomTord // oneshots

regret

tom snuck out at 3 am while everyone was asleep, he wanted to visit he hurt the most.

"hey tord, its been awhile since ive last visited u."
tom chuckled sadly, sitting in front of tords grave.

placing his favorite flowers next to his grave, he felt his eyes slightly water.

"i still wont forgive myself, i blame myself for hurting u. i was too oblivious to see how much pain u suffered, caused by me."
he confessed, he gave a rueful smile.

"if i noticed sooner, i wouldve helped u. im sincerely sorry for hurting u, so much.."
tom murmured, his voice quavering.

"fuck.. i hate u so much. i fuckin hate u, whyd u do it?"
he cried silently, wiping his tears away with his sleeves.

he snuffled, tom hated himself for treating tord like hes nothing.

after tords suicide, tom has been isolating himself in his room. drinking more than usual, he regretted everything and every word he has said to tord.

"i have something for u, tord. i hope ull like it. even when ur gone, i bet u will."
he smiled and gave tord something he always wanted.

tom frowned, thinking how he wouldve saved tord. he wished everything was just a dream, if it was. tom would pay more attention towards tord.

"im getting tired, so ill see you tomorrow. tord."
he sadly said and stood up.

tom was crossing the street until he heard a truck honking, he flinched and his body stood still in shock. the truck tried to slow down but it was too late.

tom gasped and sat up quickly, his heart was beating so fast.
he looked around and realized he was in his room.

he checked the time and it was 7 am, he immediately got out of bed and went to find tord.
he checked tords room and no tord was there so he went to check the kitchen.

his heart skipped a beat after he saw tord making himself bacon.

he hugged tord from behind making tord flinch.

"tom?"
he questioned.

"just shut up and let me hug u.."
he mumbled and stuffed his face in tords neck, making tord blush.
he nodded and continued cooking.

edd yawned and head to the kitchen, his eyes widen as he saw tom hugging tord.

he was confused.

"uhh, why is tom hugging u like u just died?"
edd raised an eyebrow in confusion.

"i have no idea."
tord shrugged, hes just confused as edd.

tom thought he was dreaming but he wasnt, even if he was.. he doesnt wanna wake up. ever.

"tom, can u stop hugging me? i wanna get a plate."
tord nervously chuckled, asking him.

tom mumbled "no"

he didnt wanna let tord go, hes scared if he let tord go, everything will disappear. especially tord.

tord sighed and asked edd to get a plate for him and edd gave it to tord.

"tom let go, i wanna eat."
tord said.

tom stayed silent before letting go of tord, he frowned.

he was relieved that everything was just a dream, or a nightmare i should say.
tord placed his plate on he table and ate, while tom was jus staring at tord eat.

it kinda made tord uncomfortable but happy that tom finally noticed his feelings, even if he didnt.. which he did, itll take awhile for tord to get use to the attention.

"so uhm.. whats up with u, tom?"
tord questioned, wondering why hes all clingy.

"shut up, i wanna spend time with u."
tom growled.

tord gave an unsure look but jus shrugged it off.

tord and tom spent together but tord wants to know why tom is suddenly close to him.
i mean sure, tord loves it when his crush finally spends time with him instead of ignoring and being rude to him.

tom dragged tord to his room and they talked but tord asked a question.

"tom?"

"whats up, tord?"

tord hesitated.

"what made u.. spend time with me? u never do this, usually u ignore me and send hateful stuff to me?"
he confessed.

tom stayed silent.

"i had a dream, of u.. dead, and i felt sorrow, i blamed myself over ur death."
he mumbled, frowning a bit.

tord was in shock, now he knows why tom is like this.

"so.. thats why im like this. i dont want the dream to come true, its just.. i do actually have feelings for u, i dont know when or how. i cover up my feelings by being rude and stuff if u know what i mean. even if the dream comes true, im sorry for treating u like shit."
tom confessed, tears covered up his vision.

tord slightly smiled and blushed.

"its okay tom, i understand. i do have feelings for u too, i forgive u. and the dreams wont come true."
tord walked over to tom and kissed his cheek. (cheesy LOL)

making tom blush, he softly smiled and kissed him on the lips.
tord kissed back and they made out. 

tom licked tords lips for an entrance, and tord let him in.

the kiss was a 17 second french kiss, they both pulled away for air.

tord was embarrassed yet happy.
so was tom.

then they went to cuddle and sleep.

i decided to make this chapter a happy (?) endin cause i felt like it 😭
its 3 am and i have school tomorrow.. i think??? so GNNN