Why can't I stop thinking about her , the one that I met just for a second .Why do I keep on picking up her scent everywhere and in everything. It's so frustrating because her petite face and hazel eyes is what keeps on occupying most of my thoughts which has never happened before .Hell I'm a grown man I can have anybody and at anytime, anywhere I want to and still be able to forget about them . What's different is that I don't know her and secondly we just bumped into each other than why does it feel as if we were together before and she has taken a piece of me , stole my conscience and made room for herself in my imagination. She has the audacity.
(Sir, what's the final decision)
Again out of frustration I've wandered off to her and allowed my imagination to draw the unthinkable images of this uninvited stranger. I can't take it anymore based on that I dismissed the meeting and went home early to spend some time with my daughter, the one whom I've always neglected but always received love from I've come to love her from a distance because I'm so scared that when I do start loving her with all of my heart I'll also lose her and that's not the chance I'm willing to take despite being a businessman, leap of faith is sometimes necessary but in this case I'll settle for the loss if it means that she'll be safe and besides from what I've heard from my mother is that she has found a new Bestie , that lives across the hall and that they share quiet a relationship, but my mom would not be herself if she didn't try coaxing me to make a move because this specific lady happens to be single and right for me and my daughter because she needs a mother's love . When I think about it , she can't be wrong because my daughter is but 4 years old and there is just so much that my mother can do , not that I ever doubted my mom's capabilities because she has been wonderful. She is the one that looked after my daughter since birth and I've travelled a lot keeping myself occupied due to an incident that not just rocked my world but also that of my family and changed it forever and now my daughter is bearing the brunt of it all.
Everytime I think of that fateful day I can't stop this familiar ache that takes its place in my heart . That's why I battle with myself ,who is capable enough to play the role of a mother to my daughter when I can't picture anybody else but her own mom...
What will Brad's decision be ???
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After Love
Romanceit's about two strangers that does not remain strangers under weird circumstances. What are those circumstances, read then you'll find out .
