Are we really enemy's?

no one should go through this

Becky PoV

After we all went home, Sam and Nop went with me and Mon, we ate dinner with our parents after the meal, my parents returned for a celebration, which means the four of us were alone at home.

We decided to watch a movie, which is pretty good, the only thing that bothers me was Mon and Sam, who were flirting the whole time and you could hear them talking non-stop.

Eventually Nop asked me if we could go to my room because the movie was getting boring for him once we were in my room he didn't waste any time and kissed me on the lips and started unbuttoning my shirt although I've never done that before and wasn't ready at all for what he wanted to do now, and I told him to stop and I don't want to do it yet, but he didn't really notice until I pushed him and he fell on the floor.

I couldn't hold back my tears and ran into the bathroom. Nop ran after me but I had already closed the door.

„Becky I'm sorry please let me in" he said with a sad tone in his voice

„Nop, I'm not ready for that, I've told you so many time
please go Nop"

I was still crying just as I calmed down I heard someone knock , it was Sam

„Becky, may I please come in?"

Her voice was somehow soothing ,her words have helped me many times ,my sister is very lucky with her

I finally let Sam in and peeked out to see if Nop was still outside

„He's gone if you're looking for him Sam said"

„O-ok"

„Sam am I a bad person because I don't want to do it yet? Do you already done it with Mon? How to do thi-„

She interrupted me and asked if that's why I'm crying?

„And of course you're not a bad person you can never do something like that just because the guy wants it and Mon and I haven't done anything sexual either, so nothing sexual except kissing, we're both not ready for that, which is completely ok"

„He keeps trying even though I've said it clearly and often I'm not ready for it" ,I said

After the conversation, Sam had to go home, her parents are very strict when it comes to times and Mon was bitchy because I took her time with Sam, but that was quickly over with an ice cream 😋

next day

I was still uncomfortable about the Nop thing,
Sam told me in school to talk to him about it but I was a bit scared actually Nop is a very loyal guy and doesn't rush anyone but me when

it comes to sex he always tries to talk me into it what often depresses me but I love him right?

Sometimes I doubt my feelings are still there but not like on the first day of course we've been together for 2 years but at that time I just wasn't ready.

Nop was still trying to apologize and we started fighting because I told him again but he started saying he's going to be 18 soon and wants to do it and we've been together for over 2 years.

He says it a lot but no matter how many times he says it I don't change my mind but in the last year Nop has been abusive towards me very often.

I was lost in thought when I suddenly realized that Nop was coming closer to me again. Not only that he didn't listen to what I just said, we were also at school, it was just us in the room, but school!?!?