It was a normal day at first, peaceful, quiet,
Then he spoke to me a simple "hey", not lying,
I wrote back a "hey" hoping we could finally taIk,
But no, he just wasn't going to play along,
I said sorry for something that I couldn't help,
I mean honestly it was the way I felt,
Then he said please don't but I insisted,
I guess that's what started all of this,
He said please don't I have something to say,
Whenever I say sorry, I haven't meant it lately,
I was hurt, I mean really, it kinda stung,
I wanted to leave by now, to turn back, to run,
Wow, it was finally being let out,
All those times he didn't mean it, I wrote back "ouch",
He said nothing at first, I knew I should've stopped,
I should've left it there but I pushed on,
He got mad, we both did, I was close to crying,
He said he cared about absolutely nothing,
Boom, the words echoed through my head,
I was finally to the point, I was numb, heart's dead,
I was crying, it was hurting so much worse,
Why did I have to say those stupid words,
Finally I got furious and sent him a message,
Now I think, I should've never sent it,
He sent these last words to me and finally I broke,
"Get out of my life, I don't need anyone anymore",
I just sat there crying with my head in my hands,
I was just another person to him in a crowd on the stands,
You know that love poem before that I wrote?
I guess this is the end to it... Hurting... I broke...
Now I just feel like a China doll,
Only I'm broken ceramic, with no hope at all.
