Model Ceo

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Time skip 

* knock * 

* knock * 

" Come in " i say while working on some files giving by Namjoon .

" Ms Maria someone sent something for you . " The bodyguard said coming into my office with a basket , a bouquet of flower , a huge teddy bear he puts them on the sofa before leaving .

" Thank you " i say i was surprised cause i wasn't expecting anything from anyone i don't even have a boyfriend i thought standing up from my desk and going towards all the gifts .  

I look at the flowers , dark red roses they are so pretty i inhale their perfum which was absolutely divine , i look at the teddy bear and hug it tightly it had a sweet sent of cookie ice cream my favorite ice cream flavor i smiled while taking in the sent . I look at the basket and my eyes widened at the bottle of Cremmas i saw it's my favorite alchool beverage made in Haiti and all different types of chocolates . I noticed an envelope in the basket . I took it and read it . 

💌

" I'm sorry for what i have done to you i didn't realize my mistake till i became a mature adult man i understood what precious person i lost . I hope i'm not to late .

I still love you profoundly . "

Joseph 

💌

Flashback 

It's my ex second boyfriend we had 1 year and 6 months together , i thought i was really creating something  with him , i really thought he was the perfect guy , i thought that he was the one i felt so connected to him cause even tho we weren't near each other we still had this bound that seems unbreakable , i told him everything about me all my worries , all my sadness , all my happy moments he was always there for me , all the things that i was scared of . He exactly did what i was scared of and added more to it which hurted me so bad .

At the end i just got disappointed cause my overthinking won , my intuition won they were right all along .

He was cheating one me with other chicks , he lied to me i felt so betrayed and he has the audacity to send this to me , what a bastard ! . I will never trust a man ever again . i clearly told him everything so clearly at the beginning of our relationship i was super clear with him i told him if he wanted to fuck to just tell it to me cause i didn't want to play around i wanted something serious i always dreamed of having someone that is super , deeply in love with me almost like a fairy tale . He preferd to be with me emotionally and have sexual intimacy with other girls just because it was a long distance relationship , i got broken all the way till now it's hurting still and i'll never forgive him for what he had done to me . Anyways I always thought i wasn't bless enough for that and he proved me that i was right all along but i was always craving for that , i still deeply do  .

i was a stupid dumbass bitch who didn't believe in herself in wanted someone to make her feel she was enough make her feel she was the perfect one . He just wanted to fuck me that's all imagine if i did gave my virginity to this bastard i'm sure i would of be so disappointed in myself for doing that but the thing is maybe if i really did it with him maybe i think i'll be happy in some sort of way . But if it wasn't a distant relationship , would he still cheat on me ?

But i want to do it with someone i really trust i don't want to be blindly in love with this person . i want to trust this person with all my life . 

The problem is i sent nudes to him imagine if he shows it to his friends or publish it i'll be doomed . But i remember when we were together