Chapter 18

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When I heard the nurse say that the babies was Me'ssiahs I wanted to pass out those were the exact words I didn't wanna hear

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When I heard the nurse say that the babies was Me'ssiahs I wanted to pass out those were the exact words I didn't wanna hear ..after she gave me my results to walk out with I felt very ashamed of myself ..what the hell am I supposed to tell Netayam now!?

Na'ani-Damn...I can't believe it's Me'ssiahs

Ma'laysia-I'm not even surprised..that's who I was more intimate with at the time

Na'ani-Maybe we should wait to tell Neteyam?

Ma'laysia-I'm not telling him at all

Na'ani-Really !? So when you have the baby and it doesn't look like him what are you gonna say then

Ma'laysia-Best I'm not even 100% sure yet if I'm gonna keep this baby or not ! Especially now that it's not Neteyams I don't wanna lose him again

Na'ani-fine ..but please be careful on what decision you do decide on okay best?

I nodded

When me and Na'ani walked back to to the house I went and took a shower and ripped up the paper to throw it away I didn't wanna risk him seeing that and start a full blown argument ..I laid in bed and grabbed the laptop to search for houses on ..I seen slot of nice ones even though most of them looked the same on the outside ..but I couldn't stop thinking about earlier at the clinic ..I still wasn't sure on what to do yet  then when he walked in I really jumped

Neteyam-What you doing *he lays beside me*

Ma'laysia-Looking at houses for us I seen a few nice ones

Neteyam-Ouu okay I'm ready for us to get our own space back too *he chuckled *

Ma'laysia-Man it ft like it's been a minute since we have

Neteyam-It's because of the drama that we were dealing with love

I ignored what he said remembering it

Neteyam-How are you feeling ?

Ma'laysia-Alright I guess ..the nausea hasn't came back yet which is good

Neteyam-That's apart of pregnancy symptoms lay..your gonna have it a lot ..especially if Y'know ..keep it

Ma'laysia-I know....*I sighed*

Neteyam-Have you decided yet?

Ma'laysia-No..and I found something crazy today about it as well
He lifted up looking at me sideways waiting for a response..I don't even know why my dumb ass just said that

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