School, Schule everything is going wrong
It's pain
Why do I need to do this
I feel not enough
I need to talk more
My Grades aren't good they are but not enough
I need to do more
I need to kms
I cant anymore
Im.tired
Empty
Exhausted
They say I need ZO talk more in school
Talk more?
Be socials?
Wigj people zjat are bullying me and everytime I talk they laugh at me or give some stupid sentence? It's hurting they say I have a wall on me and inkeed to break it
They dont understand
Nobody understood me or tries to they are blind they sont want to THEY CAN FUCKING DIE I WANNA KILL EVERYBODY IN THE WORLD
They think it's easy? It's easy to talk infront of the class when every eye is on you judging every Little thing on y8ur body
Face
Personality
Speaking
Cracking
Disability
Being sick
Everything is sooo easy inneed to break that wall
I build that wall that nobody can hurt me
But
It's doing bad things to me really bad thing.
I dont talk my Grades for mündliche Beteiligung is r3ally bad it's nothing wt allnim try im trying everything it's not enough wjy doni need to to thought wo michbi4w wo sonfuck8ngn hurting inmesn whaz did I do to deserves this
Didnt showered in two weeks im dirty stuffy szinky but idc I g to school like this im om school right now breaking down I hate my life I wanna jumpnof a bridge
