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//tw blood, death, scars, mentioned suicide, vent.

Sorry in advance, this is a vent-ish post.


Bleed To Death.

This image is self-explanatory, but if you can't find the meaning, ask someone else, or read through this.



START.



UNDERSTANDING.




It's not physical scars. It's mental scars and how he's bleeding out is showing how one is overwhelmed by their own horrible mental health.

It can be because of bottling feelings, depression or suicidal thoughts.

He's also in a falling pose, which, for me, stands for suicide or suicidal ideation and/or thoughts. You can depict it as falling for a trick, or just you over everything and ready to end it all. You choose your own depiction.

This drawing means a lot to me, but it poses nothing to my mental health.

Drawing is my hobby and it's one of the activites I do that really expresses me, apart from song writing or writing.

This drawing means many things to me.

How I feel suicidal at random intervals of the day or during the whole day for no reason.
How tired I am with this and just so ready to end it all.
How I want to bleed to death.
How happy I will be if I died or got thrown off a building after being beat the shit out of.
But through the tears at his eyes,
you can see how much I will regret my decision, though I'll feel satisfied with it.
Those tears mean regret, satisfication, happiness. It means I welcome this death.

But this isn't anything about Sonic, I just project onto him too much.

So click away if you don't like looking at Sonic being hurt and all sorts!

Byee :)



































































dont worry abt me btw!! im just feelin a lil down and silly :)











































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TW blood, death and scars!
(second reminder just in case u forgor)

attempted a lil poem, what do ya thhhink?? 😳😳





Bleed To Death ❤I love you too muchAnd all of the suchBut I can't even saythat I want to listen to your wordsThat you say out of your throatNot your heart

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Bleed To Death ❤
I love you too much
And all of the such
But I can't even say
that I want to listen to your words
That you say out of your throat
Not your heart.

I know you say :
"I'm sorry,"
"I didn't mean it,"
"Are you okay?"
Out of pity.

But am I delusional?
Did you really say those words?
You had a whole other meaning
That were hidden in those words
You never knew what I was doing
With my life
What I was dealing with.

This kind of love
Runs through my blood,
This kind of love
isn't what I anticipated,
This kind of love
hurts my heart,
This kind of love
makes me paranoid,
This kind of love
makes me bleed.

Why can't I be like the others?
Why can't I be accepted, loved?
Why can't I feel grateful for the love I am given?
Why does your love feel so intoxicating?

Oh, love.
Why, love?
Why love?
I can't understand
What's up with my mind

Bleed to death,
I would.
Love to death,
You wouldn't.

Bleed to death,
I shall.

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