Abyss The Rise of the Queen

AN ANGEL GAINED IN HEAVEN

You all already knew by this point what the tittle meant,.To my dear Moonbin,your big angelic smile will never be forgotten my love.You did well,so well.You achieved your dreams,you made it my dear.I cant believe you went to heaven at such a young age.25 is not an age to be gone for good,you had alot more to accomplish but you chose peace .My angel in heaven you are a brave warrior,you fought this battle till the end .Not everyone is brave in this world.People are selfless and choose to live eventhough it hurts to breathe on a daily basis,You finally chose to became selfish for once and chose to find ethernal peace ,and happiness .I hope you are going to be happy in the embers from now on sweety.You dont have to keep up to peoples expectations,you dont have to deal with toxic people ,you dont have to deal with kpop industries so called high standards,you dont have to live in pain anymore,you dont have to be swallowed in your own depression anymore.Your free now my love,free from your sorrows ,free from your pain,free from everything.I cant imagine how much pain you must have felt,still you kept a big smile even its a fake one ou made us believe it was a real smile when you were screaming for help ,to be noticed in the inside.Your dance,your singing will never be forgotten ever.I cant imagine how u must have felt in the last few hours or minutes of your life,you must have been in deep thougth wheteer to live or to choose peace.You must have battled with your emotions,with your inner voices ,constantly looking for an answer to your sorrows.You chose to listen to your demon inner voice ,and you decided it was time to end it all,and to finally be able to fly free,.

,My deepest condolences goes to his family,monsua ,moonbins lil sis,to astro members and to arohas all over the globe..The most heartbreaking part is,he had to end his battle sadly on his mothers birthday,on April 19.Imagine the pain oh god,The fact your son that you gave burth to and raised is not gonna return home,running back to you .the fact that she lost her son on her day is even more heartbreaking.Every year from now on,she would hate her birthdays ,its a wise pain as who can ever accept the fact your child is no more and you lost your child on your birthday.I cant imagine the immese pain they are facing right now.Cha Eunwoo ,a member if Astro was enjoying in coachella happily enjoying his time not expecting to hear the devastating news of his lil bro/co worker sudden death.What pissed me off was ,these idiotic reporters gathered at the airport ,to so call capture the sight of the griefing soul for the sake of content.Li,e let the man grieve in peace,why are you hurting him even more .Let them be in peace,its disrespectful for the mourners ,dont they have the sake called manners?.

Lastly to everyone whose reading this,,people will say oh people who are scared to live chose to end it all,and they should have seeked for help,or to open up ,or to go to therapy and things like that.What if they were ready to open up but no one was there to hear them out?What if they tried everything,they screamed inside for help but no help could be given and that oushed them to their last and final option ,to end it all,to end the pain that their facing every single day?.The society is to be blamed,the entertainment industry ,or any sort of indusrty.If a child doesnt score well in exams theri compared with other children saying ur a disappointment,If they studied hard but was unemployed then their also a disgrace,If they chose their own path in life for their careers ,some will say oh this doesnt give a pocket full of money my child is earning ore than your child stuff like that.If ur in love or married they are arguments in the relationship some toxic some not.If ur a divorced couple,the mental state of your child would be affected but no parent will acknowledge it thinking kids or teens or young adults dont have depression and are happy as always.No depression can come to anyone,it doesnt chose its victims ,it catches its prey whenever and wherever.

To everyone if you cant have a shoulder to cry on ,be your own shoulder seek for your own comfort,love yourself,dont meet or be with people who push you to make you hate yourself,people ,backstabbers or family,and the society are the ones who push you to hate yourself,but u have to love yourself,your the director of your own life.Your parents are the producers,and side characters are your supporting roles,But its ur life,you have to direct it ,whether u want it to be happy or sad its your life your choice,Your life is in your hands not others.Dont be a puppet to others,And choose what you want for yourself,