Better Baby daddy (complete)

8

I had been experincing what I felt was brazxton hicks contractions but with them hitting more I wasn't to sure.

"whats going on?" Jax asked having come walking in when Gemma walked out with Cailynn.

"I think Abel is coming" I say

"what. its too soon" he says

"I know but this pain is so fucking unbearable" I say

he rushed off to get something while I started sobbing from the pain.

"please don't leave us" I pleaded

"he wont." Jax says as he comes and helps me up and out the door.

he sit me in the passenger seat of my car before he rushed around to the driver sit and hops in forgets all about buckling up as he starts the car and high tails it out of the driveway.

we make it to St.thomas without being pulled over or any cop tailing us with their lights on.

Once we headed inside Jax placed me in a wheelchair and rushed m to maternity ward where he told them what was going on and from there it was like a whirlwind.

I was changed into a hospital gown and prepped for OR. They had gotten Jax into scrub outfit with booties and a hair net before rushing me off.

the whole time they was performing c-section on my stomach I laid there crying while Jax held my hand and whispered reassuring words.

after Abel was born they rushed him to the other OR they had prepped for his surgery.

 after I was stiched up and placed in a room a doctor came in and explained all that was going on and what caused the pain.

I sobbed against Jax's chest as I heard that our baby had died on the table before coming back.

after the doctor walked out the door Jax and I held each other crying.

"I was so scared that something was terribly wrong. I mean when the feeling first hit I thought it was Braxton hicks but the pain worsened so I had gotten a hold Gemma to come get Cailynn and then called you telling you to hurry home. and I am so damn glad we got here when we did cause who knows what would have happened had we delayed" I say

"He's here so we can just focus on him and make sure that he gets the best team working on him and that from this point forth nothing or no one harms him." Jax says

I nodded my head in agreement.

He had called his ma and the others to let them know that Abel was born and that he had to stay for some time to fully grow since he was born really early.

After he called them he and I got to go and see Abel. 

Seeing him laying there with a bandage and wires made me tear up all over again.

"oh. my sweet.. sweet boy. " I cry as I stood next to Jax as he held me while we stared at our baby boy.

"you're one hell of a fighter and we cant thank you enough for not giving up. we will protect you with our lives just as we will and have done with your sister" Jax says

we both move to the chair near the incubator and sat there staring at our son not saying anything more.